“Dear Otto”—said Constance softly—“you have forgiven him?” He smiled. “What does that matter? Have you?” His eager eyes searched her face. She faltered under them. “He doesn’t care whether I have or not.” At that he laughed out. “Doesn’t he? I say, did you ask us both to come—on purpose—that afternoon?—in the garden?” She was silent. “It was bold of you!” he said, in the same laughing tone. “But it has answered. Unless, of course, I bore him to death. I talk a lot of nonsense—I can’t help it—and he bears it. And he says hard, horrid things, sometimes—and my blood boils—and I bear it. And I expect he wants to break off a hundred times a day—and so do I. Yet here we stay. And it’s you”—he raised his head deliberately—“it’s you who are really at the bottom of it.” Constance rose trembling from her chair. “Don’t say any more, dear Otto. I didn’t mean any harm. I—I was so sorry for you both.” He laughed again softly. “You’ve got to marry him!” he said triumphantly. “There!—you may go now. But you’ll come again soon. I know you will!” She seemed to slip, to melt, out of the room. But he had a last vision of flushed cheeks, and half-reproachful eyes. CHAPTER XVIII On the day following Constance’s visit to the Boar’s Hill cottage she wrote to Radowitz:— “DEAR OTTO,—I am going to ask you not to raise the subject you spoke of yesterday to me again between us. I am afraid I should find my visits a pain instead of a joy, if you did so. And Mrs. Mulholland and I want to come so much—sometimes alone, and sometimes together. We want to be mother and sister as much as we can, and you will let us! We know very well that we are poor painted things compared with real mothers and sisters. Still we should love to do our best—_I_ should—if you’ll let me!” To which Otto replied:— “DEAR CONSTANCE,—(That’s impudence, but you told me!)—I’ll hold my tongue—though I warn you I shall only think the more. But you shan’t have any cause to punish me by not coming. Good heavens!—if you didn’t come! “The coast is always clear here between two and four. I get my walk in the morning.” Two or three days a week accordingly, Constance, or Mrs. Mulholland, or both took their way to the cottage. They did all that women with soft hearts can do for a sick man. Mrs. Mulholland managed the servants, and enquired into the food. Connie brought books and flowers, and all the Oxford gossip she could collect. Their visit was the brightness of the boy’s day, and thanks to them, many efforts were made to soften his calamity. The best musical talent that Oxford could furnish was eager to serve him; and a well-known orchestra was only waiting for the completion of his symphony and the result of his examination to produce the symphony in the hall of Marmion.