England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Love stories; Oxford (England) -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
“She is amusing him,” said Miss Wenlock, looking rather bewildered.
“They are generally so afraid of him.”
The Master put his head into the drawing-room.
“I am taking Lady Constance into the garden, my dear. Will you three
follow when you like?”
He took her through the old house, with the dim faces of former masters
and college worthies shining softly on its panelled walls, in the
golden lights from the level sun outside, and presently they emerged
upon the garden which lay like an emerald encased on three sides by
surfaces of silver-grey stone, and overlooked by a delicate classical
tower designed by the genius of Christopher Wren. Over one-half of the
garden lay an exquisite shadow; the other was in vivid light. The air
seemed to be full of bells—a murmurous voice—the voice of Oxford; as
though the dead generations were perpetually whispering to the
living—“We who built these walls, and laid this turf for you—we, who
are dead, call to you who are living—carry on our task, continue our
march:
“On to the bound of the waste—
On to the City of God!”
A silence fell upon Constance as she walked beside the Master. She was
thinking involuntarily of that absent word dropped by her
uncle—“_Oxford is a place of training_”—and there was a passionate and
troubled revolt in her. Other ghostly wills seemed to be threatening
her—wills that meant nothing to her. No!—her own will should shape her
own life! As against the austere appeal that comes from the inner heart
of Oxford, the young and restless blood in her sang defiance. “I will
ride with him to-morrow—I will—I will!”
But the Master merely thought that she was feeling the perennial spell
of the Oxford beauty.
“You are going to like Oxford, I hope?”
“Yes—” said Constance, a little reluctantly. “Oh, of course I shall
like it. But it oppresses me—rather.”
“I know!” he said eagerly—always trying to place himself in contact
with the young mind and life, always seeking something from them in
which he was constantly disappointed. “Yes, we all feel that! We who
are alive must always fight the past, though we owe it all we have.
Oxford has been to me often a witch—a dangerous—almost an evil witch. I
seemed to see her—benumbing the young forces of the present. And the
scientific and practical men, who would like to scrap her, have
sometimes seemed to me right. And then one changes—one changes!”
His voice dropped. All that was slightly grotesque in his outer man,
the broad flat head, the red hair, the sharp wedge-like chin,
disappeared for Constance in the single impression of his eyes—pale
blue, intensely melancholy, and most human.
“Take up some occupation—some study—” he said to her gently. “You won’t
be long here; but still, ask us for what we can give. In Oxford one
must learn something—or teach something. If not, life here goes sour.”
Constance repeated Sorell’s promise to teach her Greek.
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