England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Love stories; Oxford (England) -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
Constance walked on, her eyes on the ground. He could see the soft lace
on her breast fluttering. What foolish quixotry—what jealousy for an
ideal—had made him run this hideous risk of offending her? He held his
breath till she should look at him again. When she did, the beauty of
the look abashed him.
“Thank you!” she said quietly. “Thank you very much. Alice annoyed
me—she doesn’t like me, you see—and I took a mean revenge. Well, now
you understand—how I miss mamma!”
She held out her hand to him impulsively, and he enclosed it warmly in
his; asking her, rather incoherently, to forgive his impertinence. Was
it to be Ella Risborough’s legacy to him—this futile yearning to
help—to watch over—her orphaned child?
Much good the legacy would do him, when Connie’s own will was really
engaged! He happened to know that Douglas Falloden was already in
Oxford again, and in a few more days Greats would be over, and the
young man’s energies released. What possible justification had he,
Sorell, for any sort of interference in this quarter? It seemed to him,
indeed, as to many others, that the young man showed every sign of a
selfish and violent character. What then? Are rich and handsome
husbands so plentiful? Have the moralists ever had their way with youth
and sex in their first turbulent hour?
CHAPTER VIII
This little scene with Sorell, described in the last chapter, was of
great importance to Connie’s after history. It had placed her suddenly
on a footing of intimacy with a man of poetic and lofty character, and
had transformed her old childish relation to him—which had alone made
the scene possible—into something entirely different. It produced a
singular effect upon her that such a man should care enough what befell
her to dare to say what he had said to her. It had been—she admitted
it—a lesson in scrupulousness, in high delicacy of feeling, in
magnanimity. “You are trifling with what may be the life of
another—just to amuse yourself—or to pay off a moment’s offence. Only
the stupid or cruel souls do such things—or think lightly of them. But
not you—your mother’s daughter!”
That had been the meaning of his sudden incursion. The more Connie
thought of it, the more it thrilled her. It was both her charm and her
weakness, at this moment, that she was so plastic, so responsive both
for good and evil. She said to herself that she was fortunate to have
such a friend; and she was conscious of a new and eager wish to win his
praise, or to avoid his blame.
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