England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Love stories; Oxford (England) -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
“I was nineteen. My uncle had just died. I had nobody. You understand,
my father was exiled twenty years ago. We belong to German Poland;
though there has always been a branch of the family in Cracow. For more
than a hundred years these vile Germans have been crushing and
tormenting us. They have taken our land, they have tried to kill our
language and our religion. But they can not. Our soul lives. Poland
lives. And some day there will be a great war—and then Poland will rise
again. From the East and the West and the South they will come—and the
body that was hewn asunder will be young and glorious again.” His blue
eyes shone. “Some day, I will play you that in music. Chopin is full of
it—the death of Poland—and then her soul, her songs, her hopes, her
rising again. Ah, but Sorell!—I will explain. I saw him one night at a
house of kind people—the master of it was the Directeur of the Ecole
des Sciences Politiques—and his wife. She was so beautiful, though she
was not young; and gentle, like a child; and so good. I was nothing to
them—but I went to some lectures at the school, while I was still at
the Conservatoire, and I used to go and play to them sometimes. So when
my uncle died, they said, ‘Come and stay with us.’ I had really nobody.
My father and mother died years ago. My mother, you understand, was
half English; I always spoke English with her. She knew I must be a
musician. That was settled when I was a child. Music is my life. But if
I took it for a profession, she made me promise to see some other kinds
of life first. She often said she would like me to go to Oxford. She
had some old engravings of the colleges she used to show me. I am not a
pauper, you see,—not at all. My family was once a very great family;
and I have some money—not very much, but enough. So then Mr. Sorell and
I began to talk. And I had suddenly the feeling—‘If this man will tell
me what to do, I will do it.’ And then he found I was thinking of
Oxford, and he said, if I came, he would be my friend, and look after
me. And so he advised me to go to Marmion, because some of the tutors
there were great friends of his. And that is why I went. And I have
been there nearly a year.”
“And you like it?” Connie, sitting hunched on the music-stool, her chin
on her hand, was thinking of Falloden’s outburst, and her own rebuff in
Lathom Woods.
The boy shrugged his shoulders. He looked at Connie with his brilliant
eyes, and she seemed to see that he was on the point of confiding in
her, of complaining of his treatment, and then proudly checked himself.
“Oh, I like it well enough,” he said carelessly. “I am reading
classics. I love Greek. There is a soul in Greek. Latin—and Rome—that
is too like the Germans! Now let me play to you—something from Poland.”
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