England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Love stories; Oxford (England) -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
Meanwhile, Constance herself was only conscious of one face and figure
in the crowded theatre. Falloden had borrowed a master’s gown, and as
the general throng closed up behind the doctors’ procession, he took up
a position in the rear, just in front of the great doors under the
organ loft, which, as the day was very hot, remained unclosed. His dark
head and athlete’s figure, scarcely disguised by the ampler folds of
the borrowed gown, showed in picturesque relief against the grey and
sunlit background of the beautiful Divinity School, which could be seen
through the doorway. Constance knew that his eyes were on her; and she
guessed that he was only conscious of her, as she at that moment was
only conscious of him. And again that tremor, that premonition of some
coming attack upon her will which she half dreaded, and half desired,
swept over her. What was there in the grave and slightly frowning face
that drew her through all repulsion? She studied it. Surely the brow
and eyes were beautiful—shaped for high thought, and generous feeling?
It was the disdainful sulky mouth, the haughty carriage of the head,
that spoilt a noble aspect. Yet she had seen the mouth quiver into
softness; and those broad shoulders had once stood between her and
danger—possibly death. Her heart trembled. “What do you want of me?” it
was asking—helplessly—of the distant man; “and can I—dare I—give it?”
Then her thoughts flew onward to the ball of the evening, for it was
the night of the Marmion ball. No more escape! If she went—and nothing
should prevent her from going—it would be Falloden’s evening,
Falloden’s chance. She had been perfectly conscious of evading and
thwarting him during the previous week. There had been some girlish
mischief, but more excitement in it. Now, would he take his revenge?
Her heart beat fast. She had never yet danced with him. To-night she
would feel his arm round her in the convention of the waltz. And she
knew that for her it would be no convention; but something either to be
passionately accepted—or impatiently endured.
Oxford went early to the Marmion ball. It was a very popular gathering.
So that before ten o’clock the green quadrangle was crowded with guests
waiting to see other guests come in; while the lights from the Gothic
hall, and the notes of the “Blue Danube,” then in its first prime,
flung out their call to youth and sex.
In they thronged—young men and maidens—a gay procession through the
lawns and quadrangles, feeling the world born anew for them, and for
them only, as their fathers and mothers had felt before them.
Falloden and Meyrick, with half a dozen other chosen spirits, met
Constance at the entrance and while Mrs. Hooper and Alice followed,
pleased against their will by the reflected fame which had fallen upon
them also, the young men formed a body-guard round Constance, and
escorted her like a queen to the hall.
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