Lady Good-for-Nothing: A Man's Portrait of a WomanQuiller-Couch, Arthur
General
Lady Good-for-Nothing: A Man's Portrait of a Woman
Quiller-Couch, Arthur
Historical fiction
Sceptics are of two orders, and religious disputants gain a potential
advantage, but miss truth, by confusing them. Oliver Vyell was dull,
and his dullness had betrayed him, precisely because his reason was so
lucid and logical that it shut out those half-tones in which abide all
men's, all women's, tenderest feelings. He knew that Ruth had no more
faith than he in Christian dogma; no faith at all in what a minister's
intervention could do to sanctify marriage. He had inferred that she
must consider the tying of the knot by Mr. Silk, if not as a fair jest,
at least as a gentle mockery, the humour of which he and she would
afterwards taste together. Why had she not pleaded against rite of any
kind? . . . Besides, the dog had once insulted her with a proposal.
Sir Oliver never allowed Mr. Silk to guess that he had surprised his
secret; and Mr. Silk, tortuous himself in all ways, could not begin to
be on terms with a candid soul such as Ruth's, craving in all things to
be open where it loves. Sir Oliver had supposed it a pretty lesson to
put on a calm, negligent face, and command the parson, who dared not
disobey, to perform the ceremony. Mr. Silk had cringed.
Likewise, when inviting Mr. Trask to the nuptials, he had looked on him
but as a witness to his triumph. The very man who had sentenced her to
degradation--was there not dramatic triumph in summoning him to behold
her exalted?
For behind all this reasoning, of course, and below all his real passion
for her, lay the poisonous, proud, Whig sense of superiority, the
conviction that, desirable though she was, his choice exalted her.
Would not ten thousand women--would not a hundred thousand--have counted
it heaven to stand in her place?
Yet she had earnestly begged off the rite which to every one of these
women would have meant everything. This puzzled him.
On second thoughts the puzzle had dissolved. She accepted his
negations, and, woman-like, improved on them. The marriage service was
humbug; therefore she had willed to have none of it. The attitude was
touching. It might have been convenient, had he been less in love.
But he was deeply in love, so deeply that in good earnest he longed to
lift and set her above all women. For this, nonsensical though they
were, due rites must be observed.
At the last pinch she had broken away. Was it possible, then, that
after all she did not love him? She had crossed her arms once and
called herself his slave. . . .
Not for one moment did he understand that other scepticism which, forced
out of faith, clasps and clings to reverence; which, though it count the
rite inefficient, yet sees the meaning, and counts the moment so holy
that to contaminate the rite is to poison all.
Not as yet did he understand one whit of this. But he vehemently
desired her, and his desire was straight. Because it was straight,
while he rode some inkling of the truth pierced him.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account