Detective and mystery stories; Insurance fraud -- Fiction
"Leah, how did you get this disease?"
The woman took no notice, but sprang up, as though moved by springs,
flinging wide her arms, and looking upward in wild rebellion. "I
won't die--I won't. I refuse to give in--I refuse"; she tore up and
down the room, speaking in angry undertones, as one always mindful of
possible listeners. "I have always had my own way!" was her whispered
argument--"always--always; why can't I have it now? There can be
nothing up there; no, no--there can't be. If He does exist He would
not have let me go so long on my own. I am strong--I have never met
any one stronger. I must win--I have always won. I will win!" her
voice rose tyrannically. "I am myself; who can be stronger than
myself? And yet this thing"--a strong shudder shook her into
weakness--"this vile--vile---- Ugh! ugh! I believe there must be
Something. Can you tell me, you--you who assume to know the secrets of
the stars?"
She lurched forward in a frenzy of deadly fear, cannoned against
Lionel, and dragged him down into his chair, clasping his knees, and
knocking her forehead against them. "Where is your Master?" she
whimpered. "Tell Him I'm sorry--really I am sorry. He may cure me
then, as He cured that man long ago. Gentle Jesus--the children call
Him so; He can't be cruel to me--to me. He can't be cruel to any one,
so they say--ah, they say, they say; but how do I know? It's not true,
it isn't true, and yet if it was--if it---- Lionel----" She broke off
with the squall of a terrified child, hiding her eyes pitifully. "I'll
be good--I'll be good, if only--only He will do this! It's a little
thing--oh, a very little thing. And you said that He could--that He,
your Master, I mean. Oh! oh! oh!" With sobbing breath she unwound her
arms and fell back beating the carpet with open palms. Murmurings went
rhythmically with the padding sound. "I want to be clean; I want to be
clean; I want to be clean."
Kaimes tried to lift her. "Let me summon help."
With a bound she was on her feet, pushing him back. "Do that and I
kill you," she panted, clenching her hands and facing him furiously.
"No one knows but these doctors--yes, and Katinka, and that fiend
Demetrius. Strange also. If I had Strange here"-- she hammered with
closed fists on the vicar's shoulders--"I would cut him into bits; I
would blind him somehow; I would--I would--oh, what would I not do?
Why couldn't he leave that infected beast to die in Siberia? Oh,
the--the--the----" She poured forth a torrent of words, which made the
listener grow hot and cold with shame. Then again she collapsed as the
chill of a deadly fear struck at her heart. "I don't want to die--I
don't want to die!" and against the wall she rocked with arms held
crosswise over her eyes, swinging, ever swinging.
The scene was like a nightmare; but by this time Lionel had the grip
of his emotions. "Leah," he said firmly, and advancing close to the
writhing creature, "you must tell your husband; you must----"
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