Lady Sybil's Choice: A Tale of the CrusadesHolt, Emily Sarah
History
Lady Sybil's Choice: A Tale of the Crusades
Holt, Emily Sarah
Crusades -- Fiction; Historical fiction
"’I am, I am thy Comforter. Know whom thou art, afraid of a dying man,
and of a son of men who wither like grass: and thou forgettest God thy
Maker, the Maker of the heaven and Foundation-Layer of the earth, and
fearest ever, every day, the face of the fury of thine oppressor....
And now, where is the fury of thine oppressor?’"
"Did the good God speak to you in vision, holy Mother?"
"No, Helena. He spake to me as He does to thee—in His Word."
I thought it would have been a great deal more satisfactory if she had
been told in vision.
"But how do you know, holy Mother," I ventured to say, "that words
written in holy Scripture, ever so long ago, have something to do with
you now?"
"God’s Word is living, my child," she said; "it is not, like all other
books, a dead book. His Word who is alive for evermore, endureth for
ever. Moreover, there is a special promise that the Holy Spirit shall
bring God’s words to the remembrance of His servants, as they need. And
when they come from Him, they come living and with power."
"Then you think, holy Mother, that the Paynim will be driven back?"
"I do not say that, my child. But I think that the God who turned back
Sennacherib is alive yet: and the Angel who smote the camp of the
Assyrians can do it again if his Lord command him. And if not—no real
mischief, Helena,—no real harm—can happen to him or her who abideth
under the shadow of God."
"But we might be killed, holy Mother!"
"We might," she said, so quietly that I looked at her in amazement.
"Holy Mother!" I exclaimed.
"Thou dost not understand our Lord’s words, Helena!—’And they shall kill
some of you, ... and a hair from the head of you shall not be lost.’"
"Indeed I do not," said I bluntly.
"And I cannot make thee do so," she added gently. "God must do it."
But why does He not do it? Have I not asked Him, over and over again,
to make me understand? I suppose something is in the way, and something
which is my fault. But how am I to get rid of it when I do not even
know what it is?
The ten days are over, and no word comes from the Regent. Guy has
assumed, as Vice-Regent, the command of the Holy City. Of course he is
the person to do it, as Lady Sybil’s husband. Our scouts report that
Saladin is marching through the pass of Gerizim. Guy has sent out a
trumpeter with a suitable armed escort, to sound a parley, and invite
the Paynim to meet with him and arrange for a truce at Lebonah. Until
the trumpeter returns, we do not know whether this effort will succeed.
Lady Sybil, I can see, is excessively anxious, and very uneasy lest, if
Guy go to parley with Saladin, the wicked Paynim should use some
treachery towards him.
"It is God’s will!" she said; but I saw tears in her sweet eyes. "The
battle, and the toil, and the triumph for the men: the waiting, and
weeping, and praying for the women. Perhaps, in their way, the humble
bedeswomen do God’s will as much as the warrior knights."
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account