Lady Sybil's Choice: A Tale of the CrusadesHolt, Emily Sarah
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Lady Sybil's Choice: A Tale of the Crusades
Holt, Emily Sarah
Crusades -- Fiction; Historical fiction
Eschine has the most extraordinary idea. She thinks that Sybil’s heart
is true, and that only her head is wrong. It is all nonsense! Heart
and head go together.
The worst item of the agony is over—the divorce.
The ceremony was short enough. A speech—from Count Raymond—stating to
the public the necessities of the case; a declaration from both parties
that they acted of their own free will; a solemn sentence from the holy
Patriarch:—and all was over, and Guy and Sybil were both free to wed
again.
I did think Sybil would have fainted before she could get through the
few words she had to speak. But Guy was as calm and quiet as if he were
making some knightly speech. I cannot understand him. It seems so
unnatural for Guy.
I expressed some surprise afterwards.
"O Lynette! how could I make it harder for her!"
That was his answer. It was all for her. He seems to think himself not
worth considering.
We leave for Ascalon very early to-morrow; and as this was my last
night, I went to Lady Judith’s cell to say farewell to her. On my way I
met Count Raymond, returning from an audience of Lady Sybil, with
triumph flashing in his eyes as he met mine. He evidently agrees with
the multitude that he has a good chance of the crown. My heart swelled
against him, but I managed to return his bow with courtesy, and passing
on, tapped at Lady Judith’s door.
"Helena, dear child!—Come in," she said.
"I am come to bid you good-bye, holy Mother."
Lady Judith silently motioned me to a seat on her bed, and sat down
beside me.
"Is it quite as dark, my child?"
"Yes, quite!" I said, sighing.
"Poor child! I would give much to be able to comfort thee. But, please
God, thou wilt be comforted one day."
"The day seems a long way off, holy Mother."
"It seemed a long way off, dear, to the holy Jacob, the very day before
the waggons arrived to carry him down to his son Joseph. Yet it was
very near, Helena."
I listened with respect, of course: but I could not see what that had to
do with me. The waggons were not coming for me—that one thing was
certain.
"Wilt thou be here for the coronation, my child?"
"I shall be where Guy is," I said shortly. "But—O holy Mother, she
might have spared him that!"
Lady Judith’s look was very pitiful. Yet she said—
"Perhaps not, my child."
Why, of course she might, if she would. What was to hinder her? But I
did not say so, for it would have been discourteous.
Even between me and my dear old Lady Judith there seemed a miserable
constraint. Was it any marvel? I rose to go. Almost noiselessly the
door opened, and before I could exclaim or escape, Sybil stood before
me.
"And wert thou going without any farewell—me,—little sister, Helena?"
I stood up, frozen into stone.
"I ask your Grace’s pardon. We are not sisters _now_."
She turned aside, and covered her face with her hands.
"O Lynette! thou makest it so hard, so hard!"
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