Lady Sybil's Choice: A Tale of the CrusadesHolt, Emily Sarah
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Lady Sybil's Choice: A Tale of the Crusades
Holt, Emily Sarah
Crusades -- Fiction; Historical fiction
"Ah, my child," said Lady Judith, "men do not leap, but grow, into great
wickedness. Dost thou not see how the doctrine works? First, it is
possible to live and do no sin. Secondly, _I_ can live and do no sin.
Thirdly, I do live and not sin. Lastly, when this point is
reached,—Whatever my spiritual instinct does not condemn—I being thus
perfect—cannot be sin. Therefore, I may do what I please. If I lie,
murder, steal—which would be dreadful sins in another—they are no sins
in me, because of my perfection. And is this following Christ?"
"Assuredly not! But does Sister Eudoxia really imagine that?"
"Oh no!" responded Lady Judith. "She has not reached that point.
Comparatively few get so far on the road as that. But that is whither
the road is leading them."
"Then what is the root of the heresy?"
"That which I believe lies at the root of every heresy—rejecting God’s
Word, that we may keep our own traditions. The stem may perhaps consist
of two things; the want of sufficient lowliness, and the want of a right
knowledge of sin. It is not enough realised that a man’s conscience,
like all else in him, has been injured by the fall, but conscience is
looked on as a heavenly judge, still in its original purity. This, as
thou mayest guess, leads to depreciation of the Word of God, and
exaltation of the conscience over the Word. And also, it is not
properly seen that while a man lives, the flesh shall live with him, and
the flesh and the renewed spirit must be in perpetual warfare to the
end."
"But we know——" said Lady Sybil,—and there she paused.
"’We know’!" repeated Lady Judith, with a smile. "Ah, my child, we
think we know a great deal. And we are like children playing on the
seashore, who fancy that they know all that is in the sea, because they
have scooped up a little sea-water in their hands. There are heights
and depths in God’s Word and in God’s purposes, which you and I have
never reached yet,—which perhaps we shall never reach. ’For as the
heaven is high above the earth, so are His ways higher than our ways,
and His thoughts than our thoughts.’"
I was curious to know what Marguerite would say: she always agrees so
strangely with Lady Judith, even when they have not talked the matter
over at all. So I said, when I went up to change my dress—
"Margot, dost thou commit sin?"
"My Damoiselle thinks me so perfect, then?" said she, with a rather
comical look.
I could not help laughing.
"Well, not quite, when thou opposest my will," said I; "but dost thou
know, there are some people who say that they live without sin."
"That may be, when to contradict the holy Evangels is a mark of
perfection," said Marguerite drily.
"Well, what hast thou heard about that in thy listening, Margot?" said
I, laughing.
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