Lady Sybil's Choice: A Tale of the CrusadesHolt, Emily Sarah
History
Lady Sybil's Choice: A Tale of the Crusades
Holt, Emily Sarah
Crusades -- Fiction; Historical fiction
[#] It would have been well for Héloïse, who bears a spotted reputation
in history.
"I do not want to lose my baby, Margot," said Eschine, with a rather sad
smile.
"Ah no, Dame, _you_ do not," replied Marguerite, answering the smile
with a brighter one. "But if the good Lord should call her, it is best
to let her rise and go to Him."
Again we hear something more of those strange rumours, as though the
people were not content under Guy’s government. But what does it
signify? They are only villeins. Yet villeins can insult nobles, no
doubt. Sister Eudoxia (who was here again yesterday) says they actually
talk of a petition to the King, to entreat him to displace Guy, and set
some one else in his stead. The thought of their presuming to have an
idea on the question! As if _they_ could understand anything about
government! Discontented under Guy! my Guy! They are nothing better
than rebels. They ought to be put down, and kept down.
The Lady Queen has received a letter from her kindred at Byzantium, from
which she hears that the young Byzantine Cæsar, who is but a child, has
been wedded to a daughter of the Lord King of France. Dame Agnes is her
name, and she is but eight years old.
I wonder if it is very, very wicked to hate people? Old Marguerite will
have it that it is just as bad as murder, and that the holy Evangel says
so. I am sure she must have listened wrong. For I do hate Count
Raymond of Tripoli. And I can’t help it. I must and will hate him. He
has won Guy’s ear completely, and Guy sees through his eyes. I cannot
bear him, the fawning, handsome scoundrel—I am sure he is one! They
say, too, that he is not over good to his wife, for I am sorry to say he
has a wife; I pity her, poor creature!
Lady Judith asked me, when I repeated this, who "they" were.
"I do not know, holy Mother," said I; "every body, I suppose."
"I would not put too much faith in ’them,’ Helena," she said. "’They’
often say a great deal that is not true."
"But one must attend to it, holy Mother!" I answered.
"Why?" replied she.
"Oh, because it would never do!"
"What would never do?"
"To despise the opinion of society."
"Why?" she gently persisted.
Really, I found it rather difficult to say why.
"Methinks, Helena, I have seen thee despise the opinion of society, when
it contradicted thy will. Is it not more reasonable to despise it, when
it contradicts God’s will?"
"Holy Mother, I pray you, tell me—is that the world?" said I. "Because
my nurse, old Marguerite, says, that Monseigneur Saint John bade us
beware of the world, and the flesh, as well as the Devil: and I am not
quite sure what it means, except that the world is other people, and the
flesh is me. But how can I be inimical to my own salvation?"
"My child," said Lady Judith gently, "when some duty is brought to thy
remembrance, is there nothing within thee which feels as if it rose up,
and said, ’Oh, but I do not want to do that!’—never, Helena?"
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