Lady Sybil's Choice: A Tale of the CrusadesHolt, Emily Sarah
History
Lady Sybil's Choice: A Tale of the Crusades
Holt, Emily Sarah
Crusades -- Fiction; Historical fiction
"I am not so sure, if my Damoiselle will pardon me. She was no saint,
surely, that crept into the Pharisee’s house to break the
casting-bottle[#] on His feet; yet the hardest word she had from Him was
’Go in peace.’ Ah, I thank the good God that His bidding is not, ’Come
unto Me, all ye that are holy.’ There are few of us would come, if it
were! But ’Come unto Me, all ye that are weary’—that takes us all in.
For we are all weary some time. The lot of a woman is a weary lot, at
the best."
[#] Used to sprinkle perfumes.
"Well, it may be, among the villeins," said I.
"My Damoiselle, I never saw more bitter tears than those of the old Lady
de Chatelherault—mother of the Lady de Lusignan—when her fair-haired boy
was brought in to her in the bower, with the green weeds in his long
bright hair, and the gold broidery of his velvet tunic tarnished by the
thick stagnant water. Early that morning he had been dancing by her,
with the love-light in his beautiful blue eyes; and now, when the dusk
fell, they laid him down at her feet, drowned and dead, with the light
gone out of the blue eyes for ever. Ah, I have seen no little sorrow
amongst men and women in my seventy years!—but I never saw a woman look,
more than she did, as if she had lost the light of life. The villeins
have a hard lot, as the good God knows; but all the sorrow of life is
not for the villeins—no, no!"
How oddly she puts things! I should never have thought of supposing
that the villeins had any sorrow. A certain dull kind of coarse grief,
or tired feeling, perhaps, they may have at times, like animals: but
sorrow surely is a higher and finer thing, and is reserved for the
nobles. As to old Marguerite herself, I never do quite think of her as
a villein. She has dwelt with nobles all her life, so to speak, and is
not of exactly the same common sort of stuff that they are.
Yesterday afternoon Lady Sybil and I were alone in the bower, and she
had the baby in her arms. The little creature is to be made a Christian
on Sunday. I asked her what name it was to have. I expected her to say
either Marie, which is the Lady Queen’s name, or Eustacie, the name of
Guy’s mother. But she said neither. She answered, "Agnes." And she
spoke in that hushed, reverent voice, in which one instinctively utters
the names of the beloved dead. I could not think whose it could be.
The name has never been in our House, to my knowledge; and I was not
aware of it in Lady Sybil’s line.
"Dost thou not know whose name it is, Helena?" asked Lady Sybil. I
fancy she answered my look.
"No," said I.
"My dear lord has been very good to me," she said. "He made not the
least objection. It was my mother’s name, Helena."
"Oh!" said I, enlightened. "Lady Sybil, do tell me, can you remember
the Lady Queen your mother? How old were you when she died?"
She did not answer me for an instant. When I looked up, I saw tears
dropping slowly on the infant’s robes.
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