Lady Sybil's Choice: A Tale of the CrusadesHolt, Emily Sarah
History
Lady Sybil's Choice: A Tale of the Crusades
Holt, Emily Sarah
Crusades -- Fiction; Historical fiction
I am beginning to think I have been rather unjust to Eschine when I said
there was nothing in her; but it has taken a long while to come out.
And it seems to come rather in the form of doing and bearing, than of
thinking and saying.
But that Amaury is a most profound donkey no mortal man can doubt,—or at
any rate, no mortal woman.
I was awfully startled this morning when Marguerite undrew my curtains,
and told me that our Lord King Beaudouin had been commanded to God. It
seems now that for some time past he has been more ill than any one
knew, except the Lady Queen his stepmother. What that wicked Count of
Tripoli may have known, of course, I cannot say. But I am sure he has
had a hand in the late King’s will. The crown is left to the little
King, Beaudouin V., and our sweet Sybil is disinherited. What that
really means, I suppose, is that the Count is jealous of Guy’s influence
over his Lady, and imagines that he can sway the child better than the
mother.
There are to be various changes in consequence of the Lord King’s death.
The Lady Queen returns to her own family at Byzantium. I do hope Lady
Judith will not go with her; but I am very much afraid she may. Guy
talks about retiring to his city of Ascalon, but though I am sure Lady
Sybil will submit to his will, I can see she does not want to leave her
boy, though I do not believe she distrusts that wicked Tripoli as I do.
I asked Marguerite if she did not feel very angry.
"No," she said quietly. "Is my Damoiselle very angry?"
"Indeed I am," said I.
"Does my Damoiselle know what are the good Lord’s purposes for
Monseigneur Count Guy? It is more than old Marguerite does."
"Of course not: but I see what has happened."
"And not what will happen? Ah, that is not seeing much."
"But what can happen, to put things right again, Margot?"
"Ha! Do I know, I? No better than Monseigneur Saint Jacob, when his
son, Monseigneur Saint Joseph, sent for his little brother, and refused
to send the meal until he came. That is so beautiful a history!—and so
many times repeated in this world. The poor old father!—he thought all
these things were against him. He did not know what the good God was
making ready for him. He did not know! And the good God will never be
hurried. It is we that are in a hurry, poor children of time,—we want
every thing to happen to-day. But He, who has eternity to work in, can
afford to let things take their time. My Damoiselle does not know what
old Helweh said to me yesterday."
"No. Who is Helweh?" said I.
"She is an Arab woman who serves in the kitchen."
"A Paynim? O Marguerite! What can a Paynim say worth hearing? Or is
she a Christian?"
"If to be baptized is to be a Christian, as people always say, then
Helweh is a Christian. But if to be a Christian is really to know and
follow the Lord Christ—and it seems to me as if the Evangel always meant
that—then I do not know. I am afraid Helweh does not understand much
about that."
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