England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Villages -- Fiction
‘What’s a Pakenham?’ said Mab; ‘you speak as if it were a Plantagenet.’
‘Well, not so grand, perhaps--but still it is different. And I have
brought you up only like what I was myself: a little country girl.’
‘Only like what you were yourself! You know very well, mother, and it’s
unkind to remind me of it, that if I were to live a hundred years I
should never get to be like you. It’s Emmy that’s like you. I’m not
envious; but to think that your daughter should be a little--just
a--Pakenham, as you say; and Emmy like you!’
‘She is not very like me--if I’m any judge myself,’ Lady William said.
‘She is not half nor a quarter so pretty as you are, mammy dear.’
‘You little flatterer! Emmy is a much better girl than I ever was, Mab,
and perhaps that’s pretty much the same thing. She is a much better girl
to tell the truth than my own little girl is.’
‘I know; my own opinion is that Emmy is too good. She is never out of
temper, always puts up with everything, is bored by nobody. That, I
understand, is one reason why--as you say, mother. For I think, to tell
the truth, that to look really nice, and be like a human woman, you must
not be quite so good.’
‘That is a dangerous doctrine, Mab. And it is not the question; which
is, what do you think? The Pakenhams are more or less fashionable, and
of course they have a fine position. With them you would see a little of
the world. You would meet people very different from any you ever see
here in the village. I am told that I ought to make advances to them; to
tell them of my child who is growing up, and ought to be introduced
properly into the world.’
‘Oh, is that what it means?’ said Mab. ‘Tell me more about them, that I
may be able to judge. I don’t know anything at all about them, and how
can I say?’
Lady William’s heart sank a little at this calm and judicial tone on the
part of her child. She, too, jumped, as Mrs. Plowden had done, to the
spectacle of Mab’s presentation under the wing of the Marchioness, and
at all that might follow.
‘I have never seen Lady Pakenham or the girls. Your uncle I have seen,
and he was--not unkind. No, I am sure he was not in the least unkind; he
did what he could for me. He took a little notice of you as a baby, and
so did the other brother--your uncle John. They were not clever, nor
distinguished in any way; but they were by no means without feeling.’
‘That was when my father died.’
Lady William, who had rarely to Mab said anything about her father,
nodded her head. Her eyes had a dreamy look, fixed far away. Mab never
was sure whether it was for grief that her mother was so reticent, or
from some other cause.
‘And do you mean to say, mother,’ said Mab, ‘that my aunt--if she is my
aunt--never came near you when you were in such trouble?’
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