England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Villages -- Fiction
There is nothing that happens more frequently in human experience than
that, after long doubting what to do, and hesitation over a new step,
the whole matter is suddenly taken out of our hands, and the question
solved for us in a moment, and in the most summary way. Lady William had
found many reasons for resisting the advice, whether given in love or
enmity, of her friends. Her husband’s family had not been hostile to
her, but it had been bitterly indifferent, taking no notice, making no
inquiry into her condition or that of her child, and she had but small
inducement to endeavour to draw closer that very loose and artificial
tie which united her to the great people. It seemed to herself a sort of
accidental tie, meaning so little to any body except to herself--and to
herself whose whole life it had shaped, it was no pleasure to recur to
the few years of marriage in which she had been taken so entirely out of
her sphere without attaining anything else that was of pleasure or
advantage to her. Sometimes she had been tempted to ask herself whether
that was more than a terrible dream, a sort of fever through which she
had passed, and at the end of which she had found herself back again in
her native place, among the quiet scenes of her childhood, but with a
different name, a changed personality, and Mab--the greatest sign of all
that things were not as they had been. The Rector and his wife, however,
did not take into consideration the great indifference of the family to
Lady William and her child. They knew but little about the details. Mrs.
Plowden for one could scarcely have got into her head that to be Lady
William, to have lived in France, as well as in the great world, and to
have grown familiar with many things that appeared very grand and
delightful to a country lady who had never moved out of her parish, was
perhaps to be rather humiliated than elevated both in one’s own opinion
and in that of the world. Such an idea could have found no place in her
intelligence. And she had not the slightest doubt that Lord and Lady
Portcullis, if it were properly represented to them, would do their duty
by their niece if not by their sister-in-law. She thought it was Emily’s
pride which alone stood in the way. And though her husband knew the
world better, yet he, too, was of opinion that it was chiefly Emily’s
pride. Mrs. Swinford’s thoughts on the subject were of a very different
complexion, even before she had thrown that horrible uncertainty into
Lady William’s mind, that feeling that even her position, so modest as
it was, might be assailed and turned into shame. If she had held back
hitherto it was not from pride nor from fear of inquiry, but from a
doubt whether it would be of the least advantage to her child to make
any overtures or petition. Petition, that was the right word--and a
petition which was more or less likely to be rejected, as she felt sure.
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