England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Villages -- Fiction
This did not perhaps make Florence feel less sore. She could not help
feeling that all her own prospects might come to nothing, and so long as
it was well for Jim her mother would not care or any one. To tell the
truth, Mrs. Plowden was of opinion that the curate’s apparent admiration
of Florence had been only a cover for his desire to secure the
friendship of her son, so wonderfully had her mind changed since the
evening when she had bemoaned the use that Mr. Osborne might, but would
not, be to Jim, and when Florence had formed the heroic resolution of
setting that duty before her lover, if he should ever become her lover.
The poor girl had carried out that vow, and had achieved that purpose.
She said to herself that she had nothing to regret. It was far more
important that he should tide Jim over this dangerous period, that he
should restore him to better aims and hopes, than that he should ‘pay
attention,’ as the gossips said, to herself. Florry said to herself
proudly that she wanted no ‘attentions,’ from Mr. Osborne. If he had
loved her, as she once thought, that would have been a very different
matter. But it was apparent enough now that this had never been the
case; and what did she want with him and his attentions? He had been
angry, furious with her for the suggestion she had made to him.
Evidently he was one of the men who think that women should never open
their mouths, should see only what they are told to see. But he was a
man with a conscience, and even the suggestion of a despised girl had
borne fruit. He had been able to put her out of his mind, but not to put
the thing she had said out of his mind. So much the better! He had held
out a rescuing hand to Jim. He was doing the work of a Christian knight
towards her brother. And as for any little delusion of hers, what did it
matter? It was far better so, so long as nobody suspected--as nobody
should suspect, did it cost her her life!--the pang that was in poor
Florry’s heart.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account