England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Villages -- Fiction
‘I had already heard of Lord John Pakenham’s death, and expected your
letter accordingly. I have no certificates to send you, as it never
occurred to me to provide myself with anything of the kind, and
circumstances, as I hear from my brother, have occurred to make it
somewhat difficult to obtain them but you will perhaps know better how
to act in the matter than I do. I was married on the 13th May, in St.
Alban’s Proprietary Chapel, Stone Street, Marylebone, by the Rev. Mr.
Gepps, who is since dead. And I am informed by my brother that the
Chapel was burnt down some years ago. It seems an unfortunate
concatenation of accidents, but I don’t doubt that you will know how to
proceed in the matter. There is no witness of the marriage still
alive--except----’
Here the writing broke off, and Mab stopped short with a curious
sensation as if she had been pulled up suddenly. It startled her a
little; she could scarcely tell why. What did people mean, inquiring
into matters so long past? Her mother’s marriage! Why, everybody knew
all about her mother’s marriage. ‘Am not I a proof of it? Mab said to
herself. ‘I hope they don’t mean to suggest that I am not my mother’s
child!’ It disturbed her a little, though she could not have told why.
Poor mother! she never liked talking about her marriage. Why should she
be troubled? Mab had long ago made up her mind that it could not have
been a happy marriage, though natural piety (which was strong in her)
prevented her from blaming her father. They did not understand each
other, she supposed. Many married people failed in that: strange to
think how anybody could fail to understand mother, who was so very easy
to get on with, not jealous or touchy, or any of those things! And that
anybody should worry her about her marriage after all this time when she
had been a widow for such years and years! Mab could not bear that her
mother should be worried in this or any other way.
‘Mother,’ she said, when they set out, ‘I want to say something to you.
I read your letter, you know, in the writing-book----’
‘You read my letter, Mab?’
‘Well, you never said I mustn’t; I never thought you could be writing
anything you did not want me to see.’
‘And you are quite right, my dear,’ said Lady William seriously; but all
the same, she asked herself with a shudder, ‘How far she had gone, what
she had said?’
‘And, mother, if they are raking up everything, all those things you
prefer not to talk of, that you have never even told me--because of this
money that might or should come to me--mother, I don’t want their money.
Let them keep it to themselves. I will not have you worried or get that
look over the eyes for anything of the kind. I ought to have a say in
it, if it is for me.’
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