England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Villages -- Fiction
No doubt, whatever it was that had done it--even were it Jim--Jim, of
all people in the world!--mother was better, brighter, happier, Mab
concluded, half comforted, half perplexed. For that Jim should have had
the power to do that--_Jim!_--transcended Mab’s powers of imagination.
Lady William retained her cheerfulness until the afternoon, when she sat
down to finish that letter which had been left in her blotting-book. But
she made small speed over it, and it appeared to Mab that ‘the look over
her eyes’ came back. If it could be imagined that Mab was capable of
being glad at the overclouding of her mother’s face, I would say she was
at least not displeased when this occurred, so that such a ridiculous
instrumentality as that of Jim might be proved insufficient for the
change it seemed to have caused. But this was a feeling of which Mab was
ashamed after the first moment when it flashed upon her. Lady William
sat for a long time over the letter, but she did not add anything to it.
She held her pen in her hand, and on several occasions bent over the
paper as if she were about to write, but always stopped short. What had
she more to say? She knew now that when these words were written the
all-important witness had been within her reach; but now she was as much
out of it as Lady William had then supposed her to be--lost in that big
world of London where the most anxious parent cannot find his child. And
who could tell whether Artémise would ever hear how things went, or
whether she was wanted? The promise Jim brought had consoled her for a
moment. It had been like a revelation of comfort to hear that at least
Artémise was on her side. But this did not outlast the depressing effect
of the afternoon--that puller-down of hopes. Artémise might be on her
side, but how, now that she had disappeared again, was she to find her
when that moment arrived at which her word was indispensable? And then
Lady William felt that this promise of help only in the moment of
uttermost need had something humiliating in it. To keep her in suspense
to the last, trembling with the sword suspended over her head, and then
to step in--no sooner. This was not surely the act of a friend. And why
should Artémise be her friend when Mrs. Swinford was her enemy? Her
heart sank. The little flush of satisfaction faded. She threw down her
pen, and left her letter unfinished, as before.
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