England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Villages -- Fiction
‘It is so little a stranger knows. I think there is no idyllic life. We
are very prosaic and poor, and our troubles are so very real--vulgar,
you might call them. We look up, on the other hand, to what we call your
brilliant and gay life, and think, surely there are no troubles there.
Thus it is true, you see, the one half of the world never understands
the other.’
‘But you,’ said Leo, ‘know both.’
‘Do I? I had a little share of the other, very short, and not, perhaps,
very satisfactory. I never found it very brilliant or gay. The village
life I know by heart, and its troubles, which are bad enough; small
little vices and weakness, dreadfully poor and commonplace: you can’t
understand how pitiful they are.’
‘Can’t I? Well, so far as it is of any use, you must teach me. For you
know from henceforth I am English, and will do my duty. My duty,
perhaps, does not demand an endless seclusion here.’
‘Seclusion do you call it? You will have half the people in London
pouring down soon, when your mother feels she has got established, and
is ready to receive them.’
‘Very likely,’ he said. ‘That will not change matters much. Society is
the same everywhere. At all events, I shall always have you to come to.’
‘It is very good of you to think that I can help you. There’s metal more
attractive. The village is not everything; in the county there are some
pleasant people.’
‘If you knew how sick I am of pleasant people! In sober fact, don’t you
know, I want to feel that I have something to do in the world, and if
this is my sphere, to make it really so, and fill the place which you
would say God had appointed for me.’
‘Don’t you say so, Leo?’
‘I don’t refuse to say so. I know so little. Religion has not held much
place in my life. Between the abbé of the stage and the “clergyman” of
the English, what have I ever known? I have not been instructed by any
one, except’--he laughed a little. ‘Do you know I remember scraps among
all sorts of stuff, of the hymns you used to teach me--how long, long
ago!’
‘Yes, it is very long ago.’ The room was rather dark; the day was
waning. Mab outside was putting her tools together to leave off work. It
was not possible for the two indoors to see each other’s faces, but
there was something tremulous in Lady William’s tone. Leo Swinford put
out his hand and laid it upon hers.
‘You must begin again--not with the hymns, perhaps--but to teach me what
is the best way.’
Evidently there was a great deal of discrimination in what Emmy Plowden
said.
XI
‘Miss Grey knows, of course, everything about them. Miss Grey knows the
whole story. She has been the longest here.’
‘Yes,’ said Miss Grey, ‘I know, I suppose, all the outs and ins of it;
or, if not all, a great part; all is a big word to say. I don’t suppose
anybody knows all--about the simplest of us--except the Almighty who
made us, and understands all our curious ways.’
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