Laicus; Or, the Experiences of a Layman in a Country Parish.Abbott, Lyman
Religion
Laicus; Or, the Experiences of a Layman in a Country Parish.
Abbott, Lyman
Christian fiction; New York (State) -- Fiction; Parishes -- Fiction
"Agree with him, Mr. Laicus!" said he, "of course I do. There can be
no true religion without prayer, without piety, without gratitude to
God, without faith in Him. Your Church has not the monopoly of faith
in God, by any means, that it assumes to have."
"And you really believe in prayer?" said I.
"Believe in prayer? Why, of course I do. Do you take me for a
heathen?" replied he, with some irritation.
"And every night," said I, "you kneel down and commend yourself to
our Heavenly Father's protection? and every morning you thank him
for His watchfulness, and beseech divine strength from Him to meet
the temptations of the day; and every day you gather your family
about His throne, that you may teach your children to love and
reverence the Father you delight to worship?"
There was a long pause. Mr. Gear was evidently taken by surprise. He
made no answer; I pressed my advantage.
"How is it, my friend?" said I.
"Well, n--no!" said he, "I can't honestly say that I do."
"You believe in prayer, and yet never pray," said I, "is that it?"
"It is so much a matter of mere habit, Mr. Laicus," said he,
excusingly; "and I never was trained to pray."
"All your lifelong," said I, taking no heed of the excuse, "you have
been receiving the goodness of God, and you never have had the
courtesy to say so much as 'thank you.' All your lifelong you have
been trespassing against Him, and never have begged his pardon,
never asked his forgiveness. Is it so?"
There was a moment's pause. Then he turned on me almost fiercely.
"How can I thank him Mr. Laicus," said he "when you say that I do
not love him, and cannot love him."
"Did I ever say that you do not love God?" said I gently.
"Well then," said Mr. Gear, "I say it. There is no use in beating
about the bush. I say it. I honor him, and revere him, and try to
obey him, but I do not particularly love him. I do not know much
about him. I do not feel toward him as I want my children to feel
toward me. What would you have me do Mr. Laicus? Would you have me
play the hypocrite? God has got flatterers enough. I do not care to
swell their number."
"I would have you honest with him as you are with me," I replied. "I
would have you kneel down, and tell him what you have told me; tell
him that you do not know him, and ask him that you may; tell him
that you do not love him and ask him that you may."
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account