England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Short stories, English
Wibberley tried to master, but could not, the impulse--the traitor
impulse?--which urged him to glance at his wrist. The idea that the
bracelet might be visible--that the damning evidence might be plain to
every eye--overcame him. He looked down. Of course there was nothing
to be seen; he might have known it, for he felt the hot grip of the
horrible thing burning his arm inches higher. But when he looked up
again--fleeting as had been his glance--he found that something had
happened. He faltered, and the chair dropped from his hands. He read
in every face save one suspicion or condemnation. Thief and liar! He
read the words in their eyes. Yet he would, he must, brazen it out.
And though he could not utter a word he looked from them to--Joanna.
The girl's face was pale. But her eyes answered his eagerly, and they
were ablaze with indignation. They held doubt, no suspicion. The
moment his look fell on her, she spoke. "Show them your arm!" she
cried impulsively. "Show them that you have not got it, Ernest!" she
repeated with such scorn, such generous passion that it did not need
the tell-tale name which fell from her lips to betray the secret to
every woman in the room.
"Show them your arm!" Ah, but that was just what he could not do! And
as he comprehended this he gnashed his teeth. He saw himself
entrapped, and his misery was so plainly written in his face that the
best and most merciful of those about him turned from him in pity.
Even the girl who loved him shrank back, clutching the mantelpiece in
the first spasm of doubt, and fear, and anguish. Her words, her
suggestion, had taken from him his last chance. He saw that it was so.
He felt the Nemesis the more bitterly on that account; and with a wild
gesture, and some reckless word of defiance, he turned blindly and
hurried from the room, seized his hat, and went down to the street.
His feelings when he found himself outside were such as it is
impossible to describe in passionless sentences. He had wrecked his
honour and happiness in an hour. He had lost his place among men
through a thoughtless word. We talk and read of a thunderbolt from the
blue; still the thing is to us unnatural. Some law-abiding citizen
whom a moment's passion has made a murderer, some strong man whom a
stunning blow has left writhing on the ground, a twisted cripple--only
these could fitly describe his misery and despair as he passed through
the streets. It was misery he had brought on himself; and yet how far
the punishment exceeded the offence! How immensely the shame exceeded
the guilt! He had lied in careless will, with no evil intent; and the
lie had made him a thief!
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