England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Short stories, English
Jim deliberately shut his eyes and opened them, to make sure that the
tragic spirit, so suddenly infused into the pleasant landscape, with
its long shadows and its distant forge-note, was no delusion.
Satisfied, he rose to the occasion. "This," he said, outwardly
unmoved. "You must get rid of it. That is all, Jones."
"And if I cannot?"
"Will not, you mean."
"No, cannot!" the clergyman replied with vehemence.
"Then," Jim drawled--"I am not a moral man, don't mistake me, but I
belong to the family--your majesty must go elsewhere for a wife! And a
little late to do so!" he continued, harshness in his tone. "What! you
are not coming to the house?"
"No!" the other cried violently. And, without a word of farewell, he
turned his back on his companion, and strode away through the lush
grass to a point a little higher up the stream, where a plank-bridge
gave access to the Chase outbuildings, and through them to the
village.
Foley stood awhile, looking after him. "Well," he said, speaking
gently, as if rallying himself on some weakness, "I am afraid--I
really am afraid that I am a little astonished. I should know men
by now, yet I did think that if any one could show a clean bill of
health it was the vicar. He is smug, he is next door to a prig. The
old women swear by him, the young ones dote on him. They say he is on
foot from morning till night, and not one blank day in a fortnight!
And now--pheugh! I wonder whether I ought to have knocked him down.
Poor little Patty! There is not a better girl in the country--except
the Partridge!"
He looked pathetically at the gardens below him; then, seeing that the
chimneys of the house were smoking briskly, he bethought him of
dinner, and strode down to the gate with his usual air of
_insouciance_.
Meanwhile the young clergyman gained the side avenue, and walked
rapidly towards the village, his eyes dazzled by the low beams of the
sun which shone in his face, and his mind confounded by the tumult of
his thoughts. A crisis which he had long foreseen, often dreaded, and
as often postponed, was now imminent, the power to control it gone
from his hands. He looked on the past with regret, and forward with
shame. That which had once been feasible--nay, as it seemed to him
now, easy--time and his cowardice had rendered impossible. He stood
aghast at his own feebleness; not considering that the routine of
parish work and the satisfaction derived from small duties done, had
weakened his moral fibre; even as the peace of the life about him, and
the transparent truthfulness of those, with whom his lot was cast, had
made the task of disclosure more formidable. He had fallen--no, he had
not fallen; but he had put off the act which honour demanded so long
that, though the day of grace was still his, there could be no grace
in the doing.
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