England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Short stories, English
"Very well," Mr. Jones answered, his head trembling with rage and
weakness. "Then I stay with you. I stay here. Your father-in-law that
is to be will be glad to meet his old friend again--I have no doubt.
We were at college together. I dare say he will acknowledge me, if my
own son is too proud to do so. I shall stay here until I am tired of
the country."
The young man looked at him in despair. Supplication he knew would
avail him nothing, and the only threat he could use--that he would
stop his father's allowance--would have no terrors, for he could not
execute it. To let his father go to the workhouse would increase the
scandal a hundred times. He rose at last and went out. His housekeeper
had come in, and he told her, keeping his burning face averted, to
prepare a bed and get supper for two. He shrank--he whose life in
Acton had been so full of propriety--from saying who his guest was.
Let his father proclaim himself if he would; that would be less
painful. The truth must out. Once before, at his first curacy, the
young man, younger then and more hopeful, had tried the work of
reformation. He had made a home for his father, and done what he
could. And the end had been hot, flaming shame, and an exposure which
had driven him to the other end of England.
When he left the house next morning, though his mind was made up to go
to the squire and tell him all, he lingered on the white dusty road.
The sunlight fell about him in dazzling chequers, and, save for the
humming of the bees overhead and the whirr of a reaping-machine in a
neighbouring field, the stillness of the August noon hung with the
haze over the landscape. His heart, despite his resolution, grew hot
within him, as he looked around, and contrasted the peacefulness of
nature with the tumult of shame and agitation in his own breast. There
was the school which he opened with prayers four times a week. Between
the trees he caught a grey glimpse of the church--his church. As he
looked his secret grew more sordid, more formidable.
He turned at last with an effort to enter the gates, and saw Patty and
her sister, Mrs. Foley, coming down the avenue. They were still a long
way off, their light frocks and parasols flitting from sunlight to
shadow, and shadow to sunlight, as they advanced. The young man
halted. Had Patty been alone, he would have gone to her and told her
all; and surely, surely, though he doubted it at this moment, he would
have won comfort--for love laughs at vicarious shame. But the
Partridge's presence frightened him. Mrs. Foley, round and small and
plump, in all things the antithesis of her husband, had yet imbibed
something of Jim's dryness. The vicar feared her under the present
circumstances, and he turned and fled down the road. He would let them
pass--probably they were going to the vicarage--and he would then step
up and see the squire.
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