England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Short stories, English
"I hope not," the Archdeacon said grimly. He was not a man to go back
from an engagement. "I trust not," he added with a bitterness. "You
may break your word to the girl if you please, but I will not break
mine to the mother. So help me Heaven!"
"Sir," Jack said, his utterance a little husky, "God bless you! She is
a good girl, and some day she will honour you as I do."
They parted without more words. The Archdeacon, hardly master of his
thoughts, walked on until he reached the corner of Oxford Street.
There he paused, and seeing girls pass, young, graceful, soft-eyed,
leaning back in carriages with parcels round them, ay, and thinking
that Jack might have chosen out of all these, while he had chosen
in Sidmouth Street--Sidmouth Street, Gray's Inn Road--he could not
stifle a groan. He plunged recklessly across and found himself
presently in St. James' Square, and round and round this he walked,
fighting the battle with himself. His poor wife, that was the burden
of his cry. His poor wife, and the shock it would be to her, and the
downfall of hopes! He knew that she a woman would recoil from such a
daughter-in-law far more than he did, who had known Grissel's mother,
and knew that actresses may be good and true women. It would be
dreadful for her, with her old-world notions; the Archdeacon knew it.
But he valued one thing above even the peace of his home, and that was
his honour. It was not in sarcasm we called him a good man. To break
his word to the dead woman who had trusted him; to leave this girl,
whom it behooved him to protect, in the hands of her wretched father,
and so to leave her with her faith in goodness shattered--this he
could not do.
But he was tempted to think hard things of Jack, to think that Jack,
who had never given him the heartache before, had better not have been
born than bring this trouble on them. It went no farther than
temptation; and he was marvellously thankful next morning that
he had not framed the thought in words; for, as he entered the
breakfast-room, looking a year older than he had looked, chipping his
egg yesterday, the hall-porter put a telegram into his hands. "Come at
once--Jack," were the words that first made themselves intelligible to
him; and then, a few seconds later, the address "St. Thomas's
Hospital."
How swiftly does a great misfortune, a great loss, a great pain, expel
a less! I have known a man lose his wife and go heavily for a month,
and then losing a thousand pounds become as oblivious of her as if she
had never been born. But the Archdeacon was not such a man, and
rattling towards Westminster in a cab he felt not only that a thousand
pounds would be a small price to pay for his son's safety, but that,
if Providence should take him at his thought, he might have worse news
for his wife than those tidings which had almost aged him in a night.
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