England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Short stories, English
There is no piece of ill-breeding so bad to my mind as for a man who
is at home in a house to flaunt his favour in the face of other
guests. That young man's manner as he left her, and the smile of
intelligence which passed between them, were such a breach of good
manners as would have ruffled any one. They ruffled me--yes, me,
although it was no concern of mine what she called him, or how he
conducted himself--so that I could do nothing but stand by the piano
and sulk. One bear makes another, you know.
She did not speak; and I, content to watch the slender hands stealing
over the keys, would not, until my eyes fell upon her right wrist. She
had put off her bracelets and so disclosed a scar upon it, something
about which--not its newness--so startled me that I said abruptly,
"That is very strange! Pray tell me how you did it?"
She looked up, saw what I meant, and stopping hastily, put on her
bracelets; to all appearances so vexed by my thoughtless question, and
anxious to hide the mark, that I was quick to add humbly, "I asked
because your sister hurt her wrist in nearly the same place on the day
when she thought I was in trouble. And the coincidence struck me."
"Yes, I remember," she answered, looking at me I thought with a
certain suspicion, as though she were not sure that I was giving the
right motive. "I did this in the same way. By falling, I mean. Isn't
it a hateful disfigurement?"
It was no disfigurement. Even to her, with a woman's love of conquest
it must have seemed anything but a disfigurement--had she known what
the quiet, awkward man at her side was thinking, who stood looking
shyly at it and found no words to contradict her, though she asked him
twice, and thought him stupid enough. A great longing for that soft,
scarred wrist was on me--and Miss Guest had added another to the
number of her slaves. I don't know now why the blemish should have so
touched me any more than I could then guess why, being a commonplace
person, I should fall in love at first sight and feel no surprise at
my condition, but only a half-consciousness that in some former state
of being I had met my love, and read her thoughts, and learned her
moods; and come to know the womanly spirit that looked from her eyes
as well as if she were an old friend. But so vivid was this sensation,
that once or twice, then and afterwards, when I would meet her glance,
another name than hers trembled on my tongue and passed away before I
could shape it into sound.
After an interval, "Are you going to the Goldmace's dance?" she asked.
"No," I answered her, humbly. "I go out so little."
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