England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Short stories, English
"And schemed to bring me to your feet that you might have the pleasure
of trampling on me. Miss Guest, your triumph is more complete than
you are able to understand. I loved you this morning above all the
world--as my own life--as every hope I had. See, I tell you this that
you may have a moment's keener pleasure when I am gone."
"Don't! Don't!" she cried, throwing herself into a chair and covering
her face.
"You have won a man's heart and cast it aside to gratify an old pique.
You may rest content now, for there is nothing wanting to your
vengeance. You have given me as much pain as a woman, the vainest and
the most heartless, can give a man. Good-bye."
With that I was leaving her, fighting my own pain and passion, so that
the little hands she raised as though they could ward off my words
were nothing to me. I felt a savage delight in seeing that I could
hurt her, which deadened my own grief. The victory was not all with
her lying there sobbing. Only where was my hat? Let me get my hat and
go. Let me escape from this room wherein every trifle upon which my
eye rested awoke some memory that was a pang. Let me get away, and
have done with it all.
Where was the hat? I had brought it up. I could not go without it. It
must be under her chair by all that was unlucky, for it was nowhere
else. I could not stand and wait, and so I had to go up to her, with
cold words of apology upon my lips, and being close to her and seeing
on her wrist, half hidden by fallen hair, the scar she had brought
home from Norway, I don't know how it was that I fell on my knees by
her and cried--
"Oh, Bab, I love you so! Let us part friends."
For a moment, silence. Then she whispered, her hand in mine, "Why did
you not say Bab to begin? I told you only that Miss Guest had not
learned to value your love."
"And Bab?" I murmured, my brain in a whirl.
"She learned long ago, poor girl!"
The fair, tear-stained face of my tyrant looked into mine for a
moment, and then came quite naturally to its resting-place.
"Now," she said, when I was leaving, "you may have your hat, sir."
"I believe," I replied, "that you sat upon this chair on purpose."
And Bab blushed. I believe she did.
GERALD
GERALD
I have friends who tell me that they seldom walk the streets of London
without wondering what is passing behind the house-fronts; without
picturing a comedy here, a love-scene there, and behind the dingy cane
blinds a something ill-defined, a something odd and _bizarre_. They
experience--if you believe them--a sense of loneliness out in the
street, an impatience of the sameness of all these many houses, their
dull bricks and discreet windows, and a longing that some one would
step out and ask them to enter and see the play.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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