They had now arrived at the splendid city of Lahore, whose mausoleums
and shrines, magnificent and numberless, where Death appeared to share
equal honours with Heaven, would have powerfully affected the heart and
imagination of LALLA ROOKH, if feelings more of this earth had not taken
entire possession of her already. She was here met by messengers,
despatched from Cashmere, who informed her that the King had arrived in
the Valley, and was himself superintending the sumptuous preparations
that were then making in the Saloons of the Shalimar for her reception.
The chill she felt on receiving this intelligence,—which to a bride
whose heart was free and light would have brought only images of
affection and pleasure,—convinced her that her peace was gone for ever,
and that she was in love, irretrievably in love, with young FERAMORZ.
The veil had fallen off in which this passion at first disguises itself,
and to know that she loved was now as painful as to love _without_
knowing it had been delicious. FERAMORZ, too,—what misery would be his,
if the sweet hours of intercourse so imprudently allowed them should
have stolen into his heart the same fatal fascination as into hers;—if,
notwithstanding her rank, and the modest homage he always paid to it,
even _he_ should have yielded to the influence of those long and happy
interviews, where music, poetry, the delightful scenes of nature,—all
had tended to bring their hearts close together, and to waken by every
means that too ready passion, which often, like the young of the
desert-bird, is warmed into life by the eyes alone![203] She saw but one
way to preserve herself from being culpable as well as unhappy, and
this, however painful, she was resolved to adopt. FERAMORZ must no more
be admitted to her presence. To have strayed so far into the dangerous
labyrinth was wrong, but to linger in it, while the clue was yet in her
hand, would be criminal. Though the heart she had to offer to the King
of Bucharia might be cold and broken, it should at least be pure; and
she must only endeavour to forget the short dream of happiness she had
enjoyed,—like that Arabian shepherd, who, in wandering into the
wilderness, caught a glimpse of the Gardens of Irim, and then lost them
again for ever![204]
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