Artists -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction
They knew him there, knew him as she had never known him--free,
unrestrained, without that mask which, to a certain extent, he had
necessarily worn in her presence. In his intercourse with them he had
been untrammelled, with no lurking fear of what might happen some day;
no dodging demon at his side suggesting the end, the separation that he
knew must unavoidably come. And she had sat by, ignorant of all that
was consuming their hearts' cores, which, had she been able to discuss
it with them, would have proved to be her own deepest, most cherished,
most pertinacious source of thought. They?--who were they? How many of
them had known her Lionel?--how many of them had cared for him? Lady
Beauport and Lord Caterham, of course--but of the others? Geoffrey
himself had never known him. No; thank God for that! The comparison
between her old lover and her husband which she had so often drawn in
her own mind had never, could never have occurred to him. Geoffrey's
only connection with the Beauport family had been through Annie
Maurice. Ah! Annie Maurice!--the heiress now, whose sudden acquisition
of wealth and position they were all talking of--she had not seen
Lionel in the old days; and even if she had, it had been slight matter.
But Margaret's knowledge of the world was wide and ample, and it needed
very little experience--far less indeed than she had had--to show her
what might have been the effect had those two met under the existent
different circumstances.
For Margaret knew Lionel Brakespere, and read him like a book. All her
wild infatuation about him,--and her infatuation about him was wilder,
madder than it had ever been before--all the length of time since she
lost him,--all the long, weary, deadening separation, had not had the
smallest effect on her calm matured judgment. She knew that he was at
heart a scoundrel; she knew that he had no stability of heart, no depth
of affection. Had not her own experience of him taught her that? had
not the easy, indifferent, heartless way in which he had slipped out
of her knotted arms, leaving her to pine and fret and die, for all he
cared, shown her that? She had a thorough appreciation of his worship
of the rising sun,--she knew how perfectly he would have sold himself
for wealth and position; and yet she loved him, loved him through all!
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