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Mrs. Ludlow was wholly unprepared to find that Margaret cared so little
for her child. It was with no small indignation that she commented upon
Margaret's demeanour, as she and her daughter sat together; and deeper
than her indignation lay her anxiety, and a vague apprehension of evil
in store for her darling son.
"She is sulky and discontented,--that's what she is," repeated Mrs.
Ludlow; "and what she can want or wish for that she has not got passes
my comprehension."
Miss Ludlow said that perhaps it was only accidental. She would be
sorry to think Margaret had such faults of temper to any confirmed
degree. It would be dreadful for dear old Geoff, who was so
sweet-tempered himself, and who never could understand unamiable
persons. But she added she did not think Geoff perceived it. She was
sure he would never think that Margaret was not fond of the child.
"O yes, he does perceive it," said Mrs. Ludlow; "I can see that very
plainly; I saw it in his face when he came up to the nursery with us,
and she never offered to stir; and did you not notice, Til, that when I
asked her what the doctor said about vaccinating baby, she looked at me
quite vacantly, and Geoffrey answered? Ah, no; he knows it well enough,
poor fellow; and how ever he is to get through life with a woman with a
bad temper and no heart, I'm sure I can't tell."
Geoffrey had never relaxed in his attention to his mother. In the
early days of his marriage, when he had persuaded himself that there
was nothing in the least disappointing in Margaret's manner, and that
he was perfectly happy; in those days to which he looked back now, in
the chill dread and discomfort of the present, as to vanished hours
of Paradise, he had visited his mother, sent her presents, written
short cheery notes to her and Til, and done every thing in his power
to lesson their sense of the inevitable separation which his marriage
had brought about. His love and his happiness had had no hardening
or narrowing effect upon Geoffrey Ludlow. They had quickened his
perceptions and added delicacy to his sympathies. But there was a
difference now. Geoffrey felt unwilling to see his mother and sister;
he felt that their perception of Margaret's conduct had been distinct,
and their disapproval complete; and he shrank from an interview which
must include avoidance of the subject occupying all their minds. He
would not willingly have had Margaret blamed, even by implication by
others; though there was something more like anger than he had ever
felt or thought he could feel towards her in his gentle heart, as he
yielded to the conviction that she had no love for her child.
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