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salver "big enough to serve himself up upon, mother," said Geoff, with
his jolly laugh: "I put him on it, and carried him round the room for
Annie to see."
Beyond the inevitable inquiries, there was no mention made of Margaret;
but when his mother kissed him at parting, and when Til lingered a
moment longer than usual, with her arms round his neck, at the door,
Geoffrey felt the depth and bitterness of the trouble that had come
into his life more keenly, more chillingly than he had felt it yet.
"This shall not last," he said, as he walked slowly towards home, his
head bent downwards, and all his features clouded with the gloom that
had settled upon him. "This shall not last any longer. I have done all
I can; if she is unhappy, it is not my fault; but I must know why. I
cannot bear it; I have not deserved it. I will keep silence no longer.
She must explain what it means."
CHAPTER XV.
LADY BEAUPORT'S PLOT COLLAPSES.
Although the flame of life, at its best a feeble flicker, now
brightened by a little gust of hope, now deadened by an access of
despair,--had begun steadily to lessen in Lord Caterham's breast,
and he felt, with that consciousness which never betrays, that his
interest in this world, small as it had been, was daily growing less,
he had determined to prevent the execution of one act which he knew
would be terribly antagonistic to the welfare of her whom his heart
held dearest. We, fighting the daily battle of life, going forth each
morning to the encounter, returning each eve with fresh dints on our
harness, new notches in our swords, and able to reckon up the cost and
the advantages gained by the day's combat, are unable to appreciate the
anxieties and heart-burnings, the longings and the patience of those
whom we leave behind us as a _corps de reserve_, apparently inactive,
but in reality partaking of all the worst of the contest without the
excitement of sharing it. The conflict that was raging amongst the
Beauport family was patent to Caterham; he saw the positions taken
up by the contending parties, had his own shrewd opinion as to their
being tenable or the reverse, calmly criticised the various points of
strategy, and laid his plans accordingly. In this it was an advantage
to him that he was out of the din and the shouting and the turmoil of
the battle; nobody thought of him, any more than any one in the middle
of an action thinks of the minister in his office at home, by whom the
despatches are written, and who in reality pulls the strings by which
the man in scarlet uniform and gold-laced cocked-hat is guided, and to
whom he is responsible. Lord Caterham was physically unfitted for the
conduct of strategic operations, but he was mentally qualified for the
exercise of diplomacy in the highest degree; and diplomacy was required
in the present juncture.
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