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"My God!" gasped Geoffrey. That was all The utter, unspeakable horror
with which her words, poured out in a hard ringing voice, which
never faltered, filled him overpowered all remonstrance. A strange
feeling, which was akin to fear of this beautiful unmasked demon, came
over him. It was Margaret, his wife, who spoke thus! The knowledge
and its fullest agony were in his heart; and yet a sense of utter
strangeness and impossibility were there too. The whirl within him
was not to be correctly termed thought; but there was in it something
of the past, a puzzled remembrance of her strange quietude, her
listlessness, her acquiescent, graceful, wearied, compliant ways; and
this was she,--this woman whose eyes burned with flames of passion and
desperate purpose--on those ordinarily pale cheeks two spots of crimson
glowed,--whose lithe frame trembled with the intense fervour of the
love which she was declaring for another man! Yes, this was she! It
seemed impossible; but it was true.
"I waste words," she said; "I am talking of things beside the question,
and I don't want to lie to you. Why should I? There has been nothing in
my life worth having but him, nothing bearable since I lost him, and
there is nothing else since I have found him again. I say, I must leave
you for your sake, and it is true; but I would leave you just the same
if it was not true. There is nothing henceforth in my life but him."
She moved towards the door as she spoke, and the action seemed to rouse
Geoffrey from the stupefaction which had fallen upon him. She had her
hand upon the door-handle though, before he spoke.
"You are surely mad!" he said "I think so.--I hope so; but even mad
women remember that they are mothers. Have you forgotten your child,
that you rave thus of leaving your home?"
She took her hand from the door and leaned back against it--her head
held up, and her eyes turned upon him, the dark eyebrows shadowing them
with a stern frown.
"I am not mad," she said; "but I don't wonder you think me so. Continue
to think so, if you needs must remember me at all. Love is madness to
such as you; but it is life, and sense, and wisdom, and wealth to such
as I and the man I love. At all events it is all the sanity I ask for
or want. As for the child--" she paused for one moment, and waved her
hand impatiently.
"Yes," repeated Geoffrey hoarsely,--"the child!"
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