Artists -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction
The husband and wife formed a group which would have been awful to
look upon, had there been any one to witness that terrible interview,
as they stood confronting one another, while Geoffrey spoke. As his
words came slowly forth, a storm of passion shook Margaret's frame.
Every gleam of colour forsook her face; she was transformed into a
fixed image of unspeakable wrath. A moment she stood silent, breathing
quickly, her white lips dry and parted. Then, as a faint movement,
something like a ghastly smile, crept over her face, she said:
"You are mistaken, Geoffrey Ludlow; I leave my life of infamy and shame
in leaving _you!_"
"In leaving me! Again you are mad!"
"Again I speak the words of sanity and truth. If what I am going to
tell you fills you with horror, I would have spared you; you have
yourself to thank. I intended to have spared you this final blow,--I
intended to have left you in happy ignorance of the fact--which you
blindly urge me to declare by your taunts. What did I say at the
commencement of this interview? That I wanted us to part friends. But
you will not have that. You reproach me with ingratitude; you taunt me
with being an unnatural mother; finally, you fling at me my life of
infamy and shame; I repeat that no infamy, no shame could attach to me
until I became--your mistress!"
The bolt had shot home at last. Geoffrey leapt to his feet, and stood
erect before her; but his strength must have failed him in that
instant; for he could only gasp, "My mistress!"
"Your mistress. That is all I have been to you, so help me Heaven!"
"My wife! my own--married--lawful wife!"
"No, Geoffrey Ludlow, no! In that wretched lodging to which you had
me conveyed, and where you pleaded your love, I told you--the truth
indeed, but not the whole truth. Had you known me better then,--had you
known me as you--as you know me now, you might have guessed that I was
not one of those trusting creatures who are betrayed and ruined by fair
words and beaming glances, come they from ever so handsome a man. One
fact I concealed from you, thinking, as my Lionel had deserted me, and
would probably never be seen again, that its revelation would prevent
me from accepting the position which you were about to offer me; but
the day that I fled from my home at Tenby I was married to Lionel
Brakespere; and at this moment I am his wife, not merely in the sight
of God, but by the laws of man!"
For some instants he did not speak, he did not move from the chair into
which he had again fallen heavily during her speech: he sat gazing at
her, his breathing thickened, impeded, gasping. At length he said:
"You're--you're speaking truth?"
"I am speaking gospel-truth, Geoffrey Ludlow. You brought it upon
yourself: I would have saved you from the knowledge of it if I could,
but you brought it upon yourself."
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