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Surprise and disappointment were Annie's first feelings. She looked
forlornly enough at the meagre scrap of writing that was her share,
and with some wonder at the letter--no doubt voluminous--which was
Geoffrey's. What could it be about? Arthur and Ludlow had been good
friends, it is true, and had entertained strong mutual respect; but she
could not account for this solemn communication, implying so strange
and absolute a confidence. She turned the letter over in her hands, she
scrutinised the address, the paper, the seal; then she rose and locked
it carefully away, together with the note to herself in which it had
been: enclosed. "Give this letter _privately_ to Ludlow," were Arthur's
words; then, if he did not wish its delivery to be known, it was plain
he wished to conceal its existence. If Lady Beauport should question
her as to the contents of the packet? Well, she must either give an
evasive answer, or refuse to answer at all; the alternative should
be decided by the terms of the question. She could venture to refuse
an answer to a question of Lady Beauport's now; her heiress-ship had
secured her many immunities, that one among the rest.
Lord Beauport was right; Annie was weary, and looking so. The sickness
and dreariness of a great grief were upon her, and she was worn out.
The stillness of the great house was oppressive to her; and yet
she shrank from the knowledge that that stillness was soon to pass
away, that life would resume its accustomed course, and the dead be
forgotten. By all but her; to her his memory should be ever precious,
and his least wish sacred. Then she debated within herself how she
should fulfil his last request. There were difficulties in the way.
She could not tell Geoffrey to call on her yet, nor could she go to
his house. Then she remembered that he had not written to her. She had
forgotten, until then, that there had been no answer to the letter in
which she told Geoffrey Ludlow of Caterham's death. Could a letter have
come, and been overlooked? She rang for her maid and questioned her,
but she was positive no letter had been mislaid or forgotten. Several
papers lay on her writing-table; she turned them over, to satisfy
herself, though nothing could be more improbable than that she should
have overlooked a letter from her dear old friend. There was no such
thing. Puzzled and vaguely distressed, Annie stood looking at the heap
of notes, with her hands pressed on her throbbing temples; and her
maid entreated her to lie down and rest, commenting, as Lord Beauport
had done, upon her appearance. Annie complied; and the girl carefully
darkened the room and left her. For a while she lay still, thinking how
she was to convey the letter to Geoffrey, without delay, "as soon as
possible," Arthur had said; but she soon dropped into the dull heavy
sleep of grief and exhaustion.
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