Artists -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction
Written by a dying hand, the letter addressed by Lord Caterham
to Geoffrey Ludlow was read when the doctors would scarcely have
pronounced its recipient out of the jaws of death. Gaunt, wan, hectic;
with great bistre-rings round his big eyes, now more prominent than
ever; with his shapely white hands now almost transparent in their
thinness; with his bushy beard dashed here and there with gray patches;
and with O such a sense of weariness and weakness,--old Geoff,
stretched supine on his bed, demanded news of Margaret. They had none
to give him: told him so--at first gently, then reiterated it plainly;
but he would not believe it. They must know something of her movements;
some one must have been there to tell him where she was; something must
have been heard of her. To all these questions negative answers. Then,
as his brain cleared and his strength increased--for, except under both
of these conditions, such a question would not have occurred to him--he
asked whether, during his illness, there had been any communication
from Lord Beauport's house. A mystery then--a desire to leave it over,
until Miss Maurice's next call, which happened the next day, when
Caterham's letter, intact, was handed to him.
That letter lay on a chair by Geoffrey's bedside the whole of that
afternoon. To clutch it, to look at it, to hold it, with its seal yet
unbroken, before his eyes, he had employed such relics of strength as
remained to him; but he dared not open it. He felt that he could give
no explanation of his feelings; but he felt that if he broke that seal,
and read what was contained in that letter, all his recent tortures
would return with tenfold virulence: the mocking demons that had sat
on his bed and sneered at him; the fiery serpents that had uncoiled
themselves between him and the easel on which stood the picture which
urgent necessity compelled him to work at; the pale fair form, misty
and uncertain generally, yet sometimes with Margaret's hair and eyes,
that so constantly floated across his vision, and as constantly eluded
his outstretched arms,--all these phantasms of his fevered brain
would return again. And yet, in it, in that sheet of paper lying so
temptingly near to his pillow, there was news of her! He had but to
stretch out his hand, and he should learn how far, at least, her story
was known to the relatives of him who---- The thought in itself was too
much; and Geoffrey swooned off. When he recovered, his first thought
was of the letter; his first look to assure himself that it had not
been removed. No, there it lay I He could resist the temptation no
longer; and, raising himself on his elbow, he opened and read it.
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