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Yes, that was Lord Caterham's one experience of love; and after its
lame and impotent conclusion he determined he would never have another.
We have all of us determined that in our time; but few of us have kept
to our resolution so rigidly as did Lord Caterham, possibly because
opportunities have not been so wanting to us as to him. It is all that
horrible opportunity which saps our strongest resolutions; it is the
close proximity of the magnum of "something special" in claret which
leads to the big drink; it is the shaded walk, and the setting sun
behind the deep bank of purple clouds, and the solemn stillness, and
the upturned eyes and the provoking mouth, which lead to all sorts
of horrible mistakes. Opportunity after the Chesterton _escapade_
was denied to Lord Caterham both by himself and his parents. He shut
himself up in solitude: he would see no one save the apothecary and
Algy Barford, who indeed came constantly, feeling all the while
horribly treacherous and shamefaced. And then by degrees--by that
blessed process of Time against which we rail so much, but which is so
beneficial, of Time the anodyne and comforter, he fell back into his
old ways of life; and all that little storm and commotion was as though
it had never been. It left no marks of its fury on Caterham; he kept
no relics of its bright burning days: all letters had been destroyed.
There was not a glove nor a flower in his drawers--nothing for him
to muse and shake his head over. So soon as his passion had spent
itself--so soon as he could look calmly upon the doings of the few
previous months, he saw how unworthy they had been, and blotted them
from his memory for ever.
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