Artists -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction
"Ruin you for ever, Margaret!" said Geoffrey, stealing his arm round
her waist as she still stood by the mantelshelf; "O no, not ruin you,
dearest Margaret--"
"Ah, Mr. Ludlow," she interrupted, neither withdrawing from nor
yielding to his arm, "have I not reason to say ruin? Can I fail to see
that you have taken an interest in me which--which--"
"Which nothing you have told me can alter--which I shall preserve,
please God," said Geoff, in all simplicity and sincerity, "to the end
of my life."
She looked at him as he said these words with a fixed regard, half of
wonder, half of real unfeigned earnest admiration.
"I--I'm a very bad hand at talking, Margaret, and know I ought to say a
great deal for which I can't find words. You see," he continued, with a
grave smile, "I'm not a young man now, and I suppose one finds it more
difficult to express oneself about--about such matters. But I'm going
to ask you--to--to share my lot--to be my wife!"
Her heart gave one great bound within her breast, and her face was
paler than ever, as she said:
"Your wife! your wife! Do you know what you are saying, Mr. Ludlow? or
is it I who, as the worldling, must point out to you--"
"I know all," said Geoffrey, raising his hand deprecatingly; but she
would not be silenced.
"I must point out to you what you would bring upon yourself--what you
would have to endure. The story of my life is known to you and to you
alone; not another living soul has ever heard it. My mother died while
I was in Italy; and of--the other person--nothing has ever been heard
since his flight. So far, then, I do not fear that my--my shame--we
will use the accepted term--would be flung in your teeth, or that you
would be made to wince under any thing that might be said about me. But
you would know the facts yourself; you could not hide them from your
own heart; they would be ever present to you; and in introducing me to
your friends, your relatives, if you have any, you would feel that--"
"I don't think we need go into that, Margaret. I see how right and how
honourable are your motives for saying all this; but I have thought it
over, and do not attach one grain of importance to it. If you say 'yes'
to me, we shall live for ourselves, and with a very few friends who
will appreciate us for ourselves. Ah, I was going to say that to you.
I'm not rich, Margaret, and your life would, I'm afraid, be dull. A
small income and a small house, and--"
"It would be my home, and I should have you;" and for the first time
during the interview she gave him one of her long dreamy looks out of
her half-shut eyes.
"Then you will say 'yes,' dearest?" asked Geoff passionately.
"Ah, how can I refuse! how can I deny myself such happiness as you hold
out to me after the misery I have zone through!"
"Ah, darling, you shall forget that--"
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