British -- China -- Fiction; English fiction -- 20th century; Fantasy fiction
“We are at one, then, on this, at any rate.” He spoke testily. “You had
all better begin to pack.”
They departed, except Sir Richard. Lychnis also made as if to go to her
room.
“Your room has been changed,” Ambrose had to point out.
She turned, puzzled. “By whose orders?”
“At my request, Lychnis,” said Sir Richard gravely.
“What does this mean, Richard? I had not been told of this.” Lord
Sombrewater was sharp.
“I had in mind to save her the inconvenience of the questioning to
which Ruby would no doubt subject her.”
“This is not at all kindly done, Richard. You say in effect——” His
lordship’s anger was rising, and then he seemed to realize the weakness
of his position and turned on his daughter. “For God’s sake, Lychnis,
tell us—are you my daughter still, or ... or another man’s wife ... or
... my God! this hurts me ... his mistress!”
Ambrose watched the scene with interest. The dusk was gathering. The
questions seemed to flap and flutter against the luminous calm of her
spirit like blundering bats. She stood among them smiling a little
(though her breast did indeed heave somewhat), and replied: “You compel
me to answer a question that seems impertinent. What is it to anyone
here what has happened to me while I have been away? But if you place
so much importance on the difference between one state and another, and
if it hurts you to be kept in suspense, I will tell you—I am a virgin.”
There was silence. Then Sir Richard spoke: “I beg your pardon,
Lychnis,” and went into the Pavilion.
When he was gone, her father hugged her and kissed her on both cheeks.
“Thank God, my darling, you are still my daughter! You belong to no
other man.” He drew back, and looked at her as if to reassure himself.
“It is true—quite true—is it not?”
She suffered his kissing and his question, and answered: “Quite true.”
Then he, too, went into the house; but whether he felt quite sure that
he was secure of her love and sole possessor of her, Ambrose doubts.
Lychnis, on her part, looked at Ambrose with a somewhat dubious smile.
“In his business affairs my father has much of the calm of Wang Li. He
makes use of impersonal forces, and that is why he is pre-eminent. But
in his relations with me he is destroyed by desire. It is odd, is it
not? They do not realize, they do not mind, that morally I was Yuan’s
mistress. I was prepared”—she spoke to him with a hesitation that was
unusual in their talking together—“I was prepared to be his entirely. I
did not shirk that, Ambrose. It was only accident that I was not. You
understand that, don’t you?”
“In such cases it is so often accident.”
“In such cases.... Am I a case?”
Her eyes were the dusk looking at him, the brown autumn night,
the velvety secret of interstellar space, the cold and heedless
contemplation of God. He feasted on the beauty of it, when she had gone.
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