British -- China -- Fiction; English fiction -- 20th century; Fantasy fiction
A native servant came down with a message that Lord Sombrewater would
be glad if Ambrose would step up to the Pavilion. Ambrose therefore
left the group on the shore of the Lake, thinking that the harmony of
the party was indeed sadly disturbed, and the serene lawns and fine
brooding trees disfigured by their quarrelling. Lord Sombrewater was
with Lychnis, she moody, he severe. But it was his custom to approach
a quarrel with his daughter in a business-like spirit, and he had not
allowed the matter to interrupt his eleven o’clock cigar. He motioned
Ambrose to a seat by a little lacquer table.
“Good-morning, Ambrose. I want you to know that there are now no
restrictions on my daughter’s liberty of movement. She may go where she
likes and with whom she likes, and I”—he spoke without bitterness—“I
wash my hands of it. I admit that it was foolish to make rules for
a daughter who takes as much notice of my wishes as the very solid
gate-post of this Pavilion. Facts are facts. She has argued with me,
and I think conclusively, that her life is her own. I have fully agreed
that her friendship with Yuan is not a matter with which I am closely
concerned. We must face the facts, and I see that it is useless to
attempt to control her. I want you to convey this to the others. Now,
Lychnis, I have done what you have asked. Will you kindly leave us?”
“I never said that you do not come closely into my life. You do. I want
you to.”
He waved her away. Ambrose knew that he would never hear in what
terms they had quarrelled. But this dismissal, he perceived, was a
retaliation on Lord Sombrewater’s part. If she had no place for her
father, if she desired to be independent, she would be independent,
very much so, and alone; she should feel the cold. Her eyes, Ambrose
saw, filled with tears as she went through to her green-and-gold
bedroom, and there was no turning on her hips at the door to make a
friendly gesture. No doubt she felt that another harbour was closing to
her.
“When I made a rule that she should not do this or that, I made a
mistake,” said his lordship, and his cigar had gone out. “Lychnis makes
her own rules as she goes along. She acts by an inner light, and cannot
see why others should have any views on the matter except the views
that are so clear to her. No doubt she is right, as maybe we all are,
in some deep sense; but it is hard, when she does these strange things,
for those who have merely to watch and trust. I find it difficult,
Ambrose. I love my daughter. I am jealous, and find it hard to be shut
out from her inner life. If I were in her heart, no doubt I should
agree that whatever she did was good. I should know what was going to
happen, and I should not now be afraid as to where the necessity under
which she doubtless acts might be going to lead her. I am honoured, as
one should be, for having created a thing that is useless and beautiful
... but not, very naturally, by the thing. What do you say?”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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