“You had better stay here for a few minutes--till I am well away,” says
Lavinia, speaking very fast, but not incoherently. After a little
gasping pause, with a fresh rush of utter horror and woe, “Must I tell
Rupert?” Then, giving herself that answer of which her lover is quite
incapable, “No! I must not! if I did, it would be in the hope--the
certainty that he would cast me off. No, no; I must not--I must not tell
him, whatever happens: it would never do to tell him.” She rambles on,
half to herself, repeating the phrases, as of one whose hold on her own
intelligence is slipping away; then recovering it with a sudden snatch,
she says brusquely, “Well! it is done, and it can’t be undone, and there
is an end of it. Good-bye! I--I would say ‘God bless you’ if I had any
business to.”
Without giving him time for any answering benediction--as, indeed, why
should he bless her?--she breaks into a stumbling run, which carries her
blindly on, till at the curve which will finally hide him from her
sight, the curve whose distance from him guarantees her safety, the
dully raging passion within her arrests her feet, and turns her head to
see once more in crowning farewell torment the figure, in loosely
hanging clothes, of him whom she has ironically helped back to life only
to make him taste the sharpness of death.
* * * * *
“But I told you to say that I was not at home to any one?”
“I did say so, ’m.”
“It is not eleven o’clock yet?”
“No, ’m; it wants five minutes of eleven.”
“I am too busy: I have too much to do. It is impossible that I should
see any one this morning.”
“So I told Miss Prince, ’m; but she said she was sure that you would see
her.”
“Miss Prince always says that.”
“Yes, ’m.”
There is sympathy in the assent of the elderly unsmart butler, who has
reached the third stage in the usual progress of valuable servants to
their goal--that progress marked by the successive milestones of
“servant,” “treasure,” “tyrant,” “pensioner;” for Féodorovna is not
popular with his class.
“Will you go back and tell Miss Prince that I am very sorry, but I am
afraid I must ask her to put off her call till to-morrow, as Sir George
and Mr. Rupert are coming down by the 4.38 train, and I have a good many
arrangements to make before they arrive?”
The old butler regards her with a respectful pity for the weakness of
reasoning power that can imagine the visitor in question to be kept at
bay by the means proposed.
“Yes, ’m; but I do not think it will be any use, for Miss Prince said
she would like to take a turn in the garden until you were disengaged.
And I beg your pardon, ’m--your eyes are better than mine--isn’t that
Miss Prince opening the iron gate?”
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