How deep is Lavinia’s thankfulness that Miss Prince’s ignorance of this
irregular interview saves her from the awful necessity of at once
accounting for and relating it. She reaches her own room, trembling and
unstrung. So complete has been her fidelity to Rupert, unconscious of
the unusual in its absoluteness, that no man has ever before kissed even
her hand, the hand which is so often a wicket-gate leading to the palace
of the lips. By the electric light she looks at her right hand--it was
the right--which has been desecrated, is it? or for ever ennobled?--her
practical, capable right hand, beautiful in shapely strength; and her
first feeling is one of regret that it is not more satin-soft, more
smoothly worthy of his lips. Shame that at such a crisis--for to her
inexperience it seems one--so unworthy an impulse should predominate,
burns hotly. But, all the same, the regret holds its own, and keeps its
original start.
The “dazzled morning moon” and the uprising sun find her still a
watcher.
“I have lost a whole night’s sleep because a sick man kissed my hand out
of gratitude,” she says to herself, when her eyes at length close upon
the already roseing clouds. “That is sensible!”
Waking brings with it a healthier view of the episode that had cost her
such a vigil--brings an effort to deride herself for attaching so much
importance to what was doubtless a very commonplace form of
acknowledgment. Her yesterday’s explanation returns with a certain power
of soothing upon her conscience. It showed more than doubtful taste in
her to volunteer it; but, at all events, he now knows that her marriage
with Rupert is an unalterable certainty, and that lover-love has no part
in it. Why it should be unendurable to leave an acquaintance of a
fortnight’s standing under the belief that she is influenced by the
ordinary motives, she omits to asks herself. But it is with a brave face
of open friendliness that she presents herself at his bedside, and he
asks himself by what juggle it had seemed to him that last night her
spirit had kissed his in the moonlight.
In the afternoon she returns to Campion Place, bidding her patient
good-bye with staid kindness, but making no mention of a possible
return. She is on the doorstep, with a bright face to welcome back “her
men.”
The young horse, which Sir George is driving, shies badly at barking
Geist, with a foolish pretence of not recognizing him as his own family
dog; and Lavinia would give anything that her eyes had not flown
suspiciously to Rupert, to note whether his hand is nervously gripping
the side of the dog-cart.
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