The Rectory adieux to the newly found hero are made much earlier than
his votaries think at all necessary or desirable. But though a few
moments before Lavinia’s entry, he had stoutly denied the accusation of
fatigue and the offer of departure, a quarter of an hour later he tamely
acquiesces in both.
“You will come again soon, and bring the Siege Train,” he says at
parting, and with something that might be compunctious in his tone, to
the disappointed children; “and I’ll tell you all I know about Bobs. I
do not think it is nearly as much as you know yourselves,” he adds
laughing.
He shakes hands with Phillida and Daphne, and kisses Serena and the
poodle--the latter by request--and they are gone.
Strong emotion is often the unexpected parent of platitude. It is the
mind at ease that has leisure to sharpen the epigram and fire the
_bon-mot_, and nothing can be more banal than the short phrases
exchanged between the young pair whom the departure of the Darcys has
left quivering and tingling with a sense of each other’s proximity.
“What capital children!”
“Yes, aren’t they?”
“And she, the mother, is one of the best, isn’t she?”
“Yes, she is.”
A pause.
Lavinia can go no farther than this bald assent in praise of her chosen
friend, for the oppression of shyness that crushes and gags her. It is
of this metamorphosed, dressed, transformed man, passing so visibly out
of the province of the nurse, despite his crutches and his pallor, that
she feels a timidity none the less overmastering for her knowledge of
its senselessness. That he sees it, the uncertainty of the tone which
utters what sounds like a reproach sufficiently proves.
“Why were you so unwilling to own that you knew my Christian names? It
was not a very compromising admission.”
“Not very,” she answers with a wavering laugh; “but to-day I feel as if
I must sit up, and ‘make strange’ with you. The person _I_ knew lay
meekly flat on his back, and did not dare to call his soul his own; when
he sits up and gives a party, I realize that my jurisdiction has ended.”
“_Has_ it?”
The question is followed by a silence so full of electricity that both
feel the necessity of running up a lightning conductor. Both begin a
sentence at the same moment, and each breaks it off on realizing the
other’s intention. Each begs the other to continue the interrupted
phrase, and each asseverates that it was not worth ending. It is Binning
who is finally persuaded to reissue from his mint the coin whose
valuelessness he has spent so much breath in asserting.
“I was only going to say that if I have already become such a bogey--so
unrecognizable--when once I am on my legs again, I shall have to be
formally reintroduced to you.”
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