"Well as you appear to know him, madame," said Abbe Edgeworth, "and
loyally as you urge him, your efforts are wasted."
She next accused me--
"You hesitate on account of the Indians!"
"If there were no Indians in America, I should do just as I am doing."
"All men," the abbe noted, "hold in contempt a man who will not grasp
power when he can."
"Why should I grasp power? I have it in myself. I am using it."
"Using it to ruin yourself!" she cried.
"Monseigneur!" The abbe rose. We stood eye to eye. "I was at the side of
the king your father upon the scaffold. My hand held to his lips the
crucifix of our Lord Jesus Christ. In his death no word of bitterness
escaped him. True son of St. Louis, he supremely loved France. Upon you
he laid injunction to leave to God alone the punishment of regicides,
and to devote your life to the welfare of all Frenchmen. Monseigneur!
are you deaf to this call of sacred duty? The voice of your father from
the scaffold, in this hour when the fortunes of your house are lowest,
bids you take your rightful place and rid your people of the usurper who
grinds France and Europe into the blood-stained earth!"
I wheeled and walked across the floor from Abbe Edgeworth, and turned
again and faced him.
"Monsieur, you have put a dart through me. If anything in the universe
could move me from my position, what you have said would do it. But my
father's blood cries through me to-day--'Shall the son of Louis XVI be
forced down the unwilling throats of his countrymen by foreign
bayonets?--Russians--Germans--English!--Shall the dauphin of France be
hoisted to place by the alien?'--My father would forbid it! . . . You
appeal to my family love. I bear about with me everywhere the pictured
faces of my family. The father whose name you invoke, is always close to
my heart. That royal duchess, whom you are privileged to see daily,
monsieur, and I--never--is so dear and sacred to me that I think of her
with a prayer. . . . But my life is here. . . . Monsieur, in this new
world, no man can say to me--'Come,' or 'Go.' I am as free as the Indian.
But the pretender to the throne of France, the puppet of Russia, of
England, of the enemies of my country,--a slave to policy and intrigue--a
chained wanderer about Europe--O my God! to be such a pretender--gasping
for air--for light--as I gasped in Ste. Pelagie!--O let me be a free
man--a free man!"
The old churchman whispered over and over--
"My royal son!"
My arms dropped relaxed.
There was another reason. I did not give it. I would not give it.
We heard the spring wind following the river channel--and a far faint
call that I knew so well--the triangular wild flock in the upper air,
flying north.
"Honk! honk!" It was the jubilant cry of freedom!
"Madame," said Abbe Edgeworth, resting his head on his hands, "I have
seen many stubborn Bourbons, but he is the most obstinate of them all.
We do not make as much impression on him as that little padlocked book."
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