This is a fact about all leadership; only it receives very visible
proof in the case of school-masters. Every man’s followers are given
to him by destiny; and a leader of men may see himself in this
looking-glass if he have a mind to do so. It will give him a truer
picture of his own soul than he will find elsewhere in the world.
The followers of any man resemble each other, and, of course, they
also resemble their leader; though their resemblance to the leader is
not always apparent, but belongs rather to the category of spiritual
mysteries.
Dr. Coit himself was an ecclesiastic, rustling with dogma and vestment
and having ritual and anathema in his very being. And yet, as a matter
of fact, he did attract to himself persons who at first sight do not
seem to resemble him at all. The parents who sent their boys to the
school were, as a rule, a somewhat commonplace and very valuable sort
of people. They were good, straight-forward, God-fearing burghers, who
wished their sons to become honorable men, and were rather deficient
in business and social ambition for their children. These people,
quite often, did not like Dr. Coit, nor understand him; but they felt
that he would do for their sons what they wished done. They were warm
people: he was a hot person. Their quiet natures responded to his great
religious faith by an act of personal trust; and that was enough for
Dr. Coit, for he wanted the boys.
After the death of the first Doctor there followed a mitigation of
religious discipline at the school and a relaxation in the social
atmosphere. The quality of the place, however, remained the same.
The volume of life rolled with its old momentum. The characteristic
charm of the place remained unchanged. In the practical working of the
organization there ensued, I believe, great disturbances; but they did
not affect the spirit of the place so far as an alumnus could observe.
The same magic wave was over all as before. Indeed, for my own part, I
never could thoroughly enjoy St. Paul’s School while the old Doctor was
alive. His peace came to me only after he had departed; and whenever
I am at Concord it seems to roll through the fields and to overspread
the grounds like a mist. In returning to St. Paul’s, or in taking leave
of it, my imagination is always haunted by the idea of the place as it
must have been in its infancy--the farmhouse, the family group, and the
intense soul of the Doctor. When I think of that passionate fountain
of life, rising and bubbling in the remote New Hampshire wilderness,
in a solitude as complete as that of Abraham on the plains of Mamre, I
cannot but be moved. Here was faith indeed! A project all aim and no
means. If a strange quietude lies over the acres of St. Paul’s School
to-day, and steeps in a perpetual peace the little community which
this fiery soul left behind him, it is because in this place a man
once wrestled with invisible antagonists and saw ladders going up into
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