Girls -- Conduct of life -- Juvenile fiction; Gossip -- Juvenile fiction
But that was going too far. I couldn't stand it. Something in his
manner and speech angered me; and I thought how he had led me
into saddening my father's last days—how perhaps even, but for him,
father might have been living still, and mother well, and I
a happy girl in the dear old home! No; that was going too far!
"Good-bye," I said. "My train will start soon." And I got up
and walked away.
But he was at my side.
"Kitty—Kitty—I didn't mean to vex you," says he, in a sort
of wheedling manner. "Just say you're not vexed. Say we can
be friends still."
"Friends!" I said, and I turned to look at him. I hadn't a wish
for any more soft words. A change seemed to have come over me.
Perhaps it had been coming long, though I didn't find it out
till then. "Friends!" I said.
"Well, yes," said he. "We've been friends, haven't we?"
And I said—I couldn't help it, for the words seemed to be squeezed
out of me, I thinking of my poor father—
"No! You've been the worst enemy I ever had."
I didn't add another word. "Least said—" was sounding in a whisper
somewhere. I had to say enough, but not too much. There's never
any good in piling on a lot of words, if one dozen are all
that's wanted.
"Kitty!" says he, as if he was confounded.
I didn't speak.
"You don't mean that," says he, wheedling again.
But I held my tongue.
"Kitty, I do assure you I couldn't help it," says he. "I didn't mean
to take you in."
"When you said it was lent—and then to have sold it!" says I slowly.
"Lent! Sold it!" says he, looking uncomfortable, and then he gave
a sort of laugh. "Oh, I see—you mean that wretched watch," says he.
And I just said "Yes."
"But I thought you meant something else," says he. "Mary has told
you—"
"Mary has told me nothing at all," I said.
And I turned and walked away once more. He didn't follow me
this time. I saw he was all taken aback like, to find I thought
so much of his dishonesty.
The train was waiting, and I got into a third-class carriage. I felt
so glad that talk was over, and so glad I hadn't said more. Mother
would be pleased, I thought—some day when I could tell her.
It wouldn't do to speak Walter Russell's name in her hearing
yet awhile.
I had to sit a good while in the carriage, waiting; but Walter
didn't come near me again. Presently I caught sight of him sauntering
along the platform; and then a smart sort of girl joined him. He put
his arm through hers, and she laughed and joked in a shrill voice.
I didn't like her look.
After that they went out of sight. I believed it was the same girl
I had seen him speak to, the day I drove from Littleburgh to Deane
Rectory; but I could not be sure. I hadn't noticed her then so much
as him.
The train started, and there was nobody in the compartment with me.
I had it to myself. Presently I found myself saying aloud—
"That is all over!"
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