Girls -- Conduct of life -- Juvenile fiction; Gossip -- Juvenile fiction
As Walter had told me, Mary always kept a sharp look-out over the
money that came into the house, more especially school-money.
She told mother and me this, telling too her reason frankly, though
with shame. She seemed bent on hiding nothing. When they first went
to Littleburgh, she had left things more in Walter's hands; but very
soon she had found it would not do. He never could keep from spending
what he had in hand; and he never cared to look forward beyond the
present moment.
"Not that he means to be dishonest," she said. "Walter never means
to do wrong; but he is so easily bent. There is no strength of will.
Sometimes I think weakness is the worst of evils, it leads to so much
wrong-doing."
Then she told us how she had set going a cashbox for every penny
that wasn't strictly their own, but would have to be accounted for;
and every week she went into accounts with him, and paid the right
amount into this box, keeping the key herself.
Before he went back to Littleburgh, leaving her ill in our house,
she made him promise to go on with the same plan. Walter gave
his word easily enough; and he broke it as easily. While she was
away, and he was free, he spent every penny that came to him.
Then the day was fixed for Mary's return.
Up to that moment he had not troubled himself, never looking forward;
but the news of Mary's coming sent him half desperate. He hadn't the
courage to face her displeasure. Before Mary he was a coward. I don't
think I wonder—now! There was something in those honest eyes of hers
which might well make him shrink; and she had the mastery over him
too, of a strong over a weak nature. I didn't believe him to be weak
then; at least, I wouldn't let myself allow that he was; but one's
sight gets clearer as one goes on.
Well, as I say, Walter was in despair. There was the money short; and
Mary would go into the matter straight, and every penny would have
to be accounted for to her. If not to her, it would have to be
accounted for to others, only a few weeks later. But Walter never
looked far ahead, Mary said, speaking of this. He lived just in the
present, and put off anxieties, and always expected everything
to come straight somehow.
In his dread he fled away from the sight of Mary, building his hopes
on poor little me, and resolving not to go home at all if I failed
him. Getting hold of my watch wouldn't really help him out of his
trouble, of course; but all he thought of was just being tided over
the moment's pinch, and so long as he could put off the evil day
he was content. Anyway, he was sure I wouldn't betray him.
I didn't fail him; more's the pity! for by giving in I was helping
him along an evil road.
So he went home, telling Mary not a word; and next morning he shirked
giving over the money-box to her, until he'd been to a jeweller's
and had raised money on the watch, enough to pay back all that was
missing; enough, too, for a good sum to be in his own pocket as well.
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