Leatherface: A Tale of Old FlandersOrczy, Emmuska Orczy, Baroness
History
Leatherface: A Tale of Old Flanders
Orczy, Emmuska Orczy, Baroness
Flanders -- History -- Fiction
Closing her eyes for a moment--for they felt hot and heavy--she could
almost believe that Mark was still there--his merry grey eyes looking
deeply earnest, trying to read her innermost thoughts. His
personality--so strange, so baffling even--seemed still to linger in
this dimly-lighted room, and she almost could hear his voice--rugged,
yet at times so sweet and tender--echoing softly along the rafters.
And all of a sudden she realised the full horror of what she was
doing--of what she must do now or else become false and perjured--a
traitor to her race and to her King. No longer was she a blind and
unconscious tool of Fate--she was she herself--a woman who lived and
thought and suffered: and before her at this moment there was nothing
but an interminable vista of sorrow and suffering and regret.
Whether duty ruled her or sentiment, she--the innocent handmaid of
Fate--could reap nothing but remorse in the future; her heart, her very
youth, must inevitably be crushed between those two potent factors which
were struggling even now for mastery over her soul.
Indeed was there ever a woman--a mere girl--confronted with so
appalling, so intricate a puzzle? The lives of men were in her
hands--the Prince of Orange, the High-Bailiff, Mark, Laurence, Clémence
on the one side, on the other the Duke of Alva, her own father, her
kindred, all those whom she had clung to and loved throughout her life.
And knowing that she never could solve such an awful problem by herself
Lenora fell on her knees and prayed: she prayed with all the fervour,
but also with all the simplicity of primitive faith--the faith that is
willing and eager to leave everything in God’s hands, to trust to
guidance and help from above when life has become a hopeless and
inextricable tangle--the faith which hath for its principle loyalty and
obedience and which accepts suffering in its cause, and glories in it
like in a martyr’s crown.
III
After a few minutes Lenora felt more calm. Her deep and fervent
religious sentiment had risen triumphant over every doubt. While she
prayed so earnestly, so unquestioningly, it had been made clear to her
that the issue of the mighty problem which was putting her very soul on
the rack must remain in mightier hands than hers. She could not be the
arbiter of men’s lives and of the destinies of the State; all that she
could do was to obey her father and fulfil her oath; beyond that, God
must decide; He had shown her the way how to obtain the knowledge which
she now possessed, and since her father was now back in Brussels, she
must find a means of placing that knowledge in his hands. Her father of
a surety was kind and just and God would Himself punish whom He willed.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account