As yet every thing had prospered with Count Julian. He had gratified
his vengeance; he had been successful in his treason, and had acquired
countless riches from the ruin of his country. But it is not outward
success that constitutes prosperity. The tree flourishes with fruit and
foliage while blasted and withering at the heart. Wherever he went, Count
Julian read hatred in every eye. The Christians cursed him as the cause
of all their woe; the Moslems despised and distrusted him as a traitor.
Men whispered together as he approached, and then turned away in scorn;
and mothers snatched away their children with horror if he offered to
caress them. He withered under the execration of his fellow men; and
last, and worst of all, he began to loathe himself. He tried in vain to
persuade himself that he had but taken a justifiable vengeance: he felt
that no personal wrong can justify the crime of treason to one’s country.
For a time, he sought in luxurious indulgence to soothe, or forget,
the miseries of the mind. He assembled round him every pleasure and
gratification that boundless wealth could purchase; but all in vain. He
had no relish for the dainties of his board; music had no charm wherewith
to lull his soul, and remorse drove slumber from his pillow. He sent to
Ceuta for his wife Frandina, his daughter Florinda, and his youthful
son Alarbot; hoping in the bosom of his family to find that sympathy
and kindness which he could no longer meet with in the world. Their
presence, however, brought him no alleviation. Florinda, the daughter of
his heart, for whose sake he had undertaken this signal vengeance, was
sinking a victim to its effects. Wherever she went, she found herself a
bye-word of shame and reproach. The outrage she had suffered was imputed
to her as wantonness, and her calamity was magnified into a crime. The
Christians never mentioned her name without a curse, and the Moslems, the
gainers by her misfortune, spake of her only by the appellation of Cava,
the vilest epithet they could apply to woman.
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