So, with this lesson, Mabel, for the first time in her life attempted
to act as she did not feel, feigning carelessness or indifference when
every pulse of her heart was throbbing with joy at some little
attention paid her by John Jr., who could be very agreeable when he
chose, and who, observing her apparent indifference, began to think
that what ’Lena had said was true, and that Mabel really cared nothing
for him. With this impression he exerted himself to be agreeable,
wondering how her many good qualities had so long escaped his
observation.
“There is more to her than I supposed,” said he one day to ’Lena, who
was commending him for his improved manner. “Yes, a heap more than I
supposed. Why, I really like her!”
And he told the truth, for with his prejudice laid aside, he, as is
often the case, began to find virtues in her the existence of which he
had never suspected. Frequently, now, he talked, laughed, and rode with
her, praising her horsemanship, pointing out some points wherein it
might be improved, and never dreaming the while of the deep affection
his conduct had awakened in the susceptible girl.
“Oh, I am so happy,” said she one day to ’Lena, who was speaking of her
improved health. “I never thought it possible for _me_ to be so happy.
I dreaded to come here at first, but now I shall never regret it,
never.”
She was standing before the long mirror in the parlor, adjusting the
feathers to her tasteful velvet cap, which, with her neatly fitting
riding-dress, became her better than anything else. The excitement of
her words sent a deep glow to her cheek, while her large black eyes
sparkled with unusual brilliancy. She was going out with John Jr., who,
just as she finished speaking, appeared in the doorway, and catching a
glimpse of her face, exclaimed in his blunt, jocose way, “Upon my word,
Meb, if you keep on, you’ll get to be quite decent looking in time.”
’Twas the first compliment of the kind he had ever paid her, and
questionable as it was, it tended to strengthen her fast forming belief
that her affection for him was returned.
“I can’t expect him to do anything like other people, he’s so odd,”
thought she, and yet it was this very oddness which charmed her.
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