“That I look like some of her acquaintances, for I contend that
families of high birth bear with them marks which cannot be mistaken.”
“Certainly, certainly,” said Mrs. Livingstone, adding, that “she was
herself continually annoyed by Mrs. Nichols’s vulgarity, but her
husband insisted that she should come to the table, so what could she
do?”
And mutually troubled, the one about her husband, and the other about
her husband’s mother, the two amiable ladies parted.
Scarcely was Mrs. Livingstone gone when Mr. Graham entered the room,
finding his wife, who had heard his footsteps, in violent hysterics. He
had seen her so too often to be alarmed, and was about to pull the
bellrope, when she found voice to bid him desist, saying it was himself
who was killing her by inches, and that the sooner she was dead, the
better she supposed he would like it. “But, for my sake,” she added, in
a kind of howl, between crying and scolding, “do try to behave yourself
during the short time I have to live, and not go to giving away ponies,
and mercy knows what.”
Now, Mr. Graham was not conscious of having looked at a lady, except
through the window, for many days, and when his wife first attacked
him, he was at a great loss to understand; but as she proceeded it all
became plain, and on the whole, he felt glad that the worst was over.
He would not acknowledge, even to himself, that he was afraid of his
wife, still he had a little rather she would not always know what he
did. He supposed, as a matter of course, that she would, earlier or
later, hear of his present to ’Lena, and he well knew that such an
event would surely be followed by a storm, but after what had taken
place between them that morning, he did not expect so much feeling, for
he had thought her wrath nearly expended. But Mrs. Graham was capable
of great things—as she proved on this occasion, taunting her husband
with his preference for ’Lena, accusing him of loving her better than
he did herself, and asking him plainly, if it were not so.
“Say,” she continued, stamping her foot (the one without a slipper),
“say—I will be answered. Don’t you like ’Lena better than you do me?”
Mr. Graham was provoked beyond endurance, and to the twice repeated
question, he at length replied, “God knows I’ve far more reason to love
her than I have you.” At the same moment he left the room, in time to
avoid a sight of the collapsed state into which his horrified wife who
did not expect such an answer, had fallen.
“Can I tell her? oh, dare I tell her?” he thought, as he wiped the
drops of perspiration from his brow, and groaned in the bitterness of
his spirit. Terribly was he expiating his fault, but at last he grew
calmer, and cowardice (for he was cowardly, else he had never been what
he was) whispered, “Wait yet awhile. Anything for domestic peace.”
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