’Lena who understood John Jr. better than any one else, saw that all
was not right. She knew how much he had loved Nellie; she believed he
loved her still; and why should he marry another? She could not tell,
and as he withheld his confidence from her, appearing unusually moody
and cross, she dared not approach him. At last, having an idea of what
she wanted, and willing to give her a chance, he one day, when they
were alone, abruptly asked her what she thought of his choice.
“If you ask me what I think of Mabel,” said she, “I answer that I
esteem her very highly, and the more I know her the better I love her.
Still, I never thought she would be your wife.”
“Ah—indeed!—never thought she would, hey?” answered John, beginning to
grow crusty, and elevating his feet to the top of the mantel. “You see
now what _thought_ did; but what is your objection to her?”
“Nothing, nothing,” returned ’Lena. “Mabel is amiable, gentle, and
confiding, and will try to be a good wife.”
“What the deuce are you grumbling for, then?” interrupted John Jr. “Do
you want me yourself? If you do, just say the word, and it shall be
done! I’m bound to be married, and I’d sooner have you than anybody
else. Come, what do you say?”
’Lena smiled, while she disclaimed any intention toward her cousin,
who, resuming the position which in his excitement he had slightly
changed, continued: “I have always dealt fairly with you, ’Lena, and
now I tell you truly, I have no particular love for Mabel, although I
intend making her my wife, and heartily wish she was so now.”
’Lena started, and clasping John’s arm, exclaimed, “Marry Mabel and not
love her! You cannot be in earnest. You will not do her so great a
wrong—you shall not.”
“I don’t know how you’ll help it, unless you meddle with what does not
concern you,” said John. “I am doing her no wrong, I never told her I
loved her—never acted as though I did, and if she is content to have me
on such terms, it’s nobody’s business. She loves me half to death, and
if the old adage be true that love begets love, I shall learn to love
her, and when I do I’ll let you know.”
So saying, the young man shook down his pants, which had become
disarranged, and walked away, leaving ’Lena to wonder what course she
had better pursue. Once she resolved on telling Mabel all that had
passed between them, but the next moment convinced her that, as he had
said, she would be meddling, so she decided to say nothing, silently
hoping that affairs would turn out better than she feared.
It was Mabel’s wish that ’Lena and Anna should be her bridesmaids,
Durward and Malcolm officiating as groomsmen, and as Mr. Bellmont was
away, she wrote to him requesting his attendance, but saying she had
not yet mentioned the subject to ’Lena. Painful as was the task of
being thus associated with ’Lena, Durward felt that to refuse might
occasion much remark, so he wrote to Mabel that “he would comply with
her request, provided Miss Rivers were willing.”
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